Five Times I Met You

The Fall

I had a day off today so Nemo and I decided to go to Angel's place ,and who knows somehow we might be able to meet our boyfriend's  since angel stays near the academy.

When  we reached Angel's house I called Ray and told him I'm near his academy so it would be nice if he could   meet me .At first he was shocked pretty obvious , he said he was in his bed  taking rest since he injured his ankle last time during practice

I asked him if he can come out  and he said he can but he don't want to!
At first he was kidding me but I got annoyed  at him, after all I came from my house to meet him yet he can't come to meet me .

After a while we took the scooty and took a round of the place when we saw Angel's ex boyfriend  Sky  he was a boxer when we saw him we speed up were trying to escape but later on stopped near the bus stop we were talking , when Janier came to meet Nemo

They looked so cute and without me asking Janier told that Ray was busy washing his clothes which was funny
We talked for a while and later both the guys they left for the academy 

I was upset because I didn't get to meet Ray ,later on we went in the playground and I started crying  I was crying really bad and at some point Angel's word acted like spice in my wounds , I really felt bad

I tried calling Ray but he was not picking up my calls I saw his online status in WhatsApp so I tried calling him there but he was not picking up,
I texted him but no reply came back which added fuel to my anger.

First Angel's words and now Ray's behavior  so I called up Janier told him about the stuff and asked him what I should do he was hesitant he didn't know what to tell me ,he told me to talk to Ray first nicely before taking any action

I agreed with him tried calling Ray again but in vain ,that was the last stroke to my anger and I decided it's the end  I texted him "I don't think it's working out Ray ,Let's call it quits"

I waited for his reply but it didn't come,later on when I was back home my phone ringed it was Ray calling but I cutted his calls he called again and I ignored

He texted me "what Happened why are you saying such stuff"

"I don't think you are interested to meet me or stuff Ray and you don't even seem interested to talk to me" I busted out I was still mad at him

" My phone was not with me ,it was with one of my junior,and I went to meet my brother in his camp that's why I was not able to meet you "He clarified

I calmed down a bit when I heard him what he told was true his brother who is in marine now ,his camp was near Ray's academy

"Don't mind me if I ask this but is it so easy for you just to move on " Ray questioned me  I was numb I realized I hurted him with my words and actions i replied him back "it's not easy but I have to if you don't want to be with me"

I was waiting for his reply but it didn't come so I texted Janier and asked where Ray was and Janier said that Ray looks upset because of what I felt super bad for taking the action i took
I asked him where  Ray's phone was and he said his phone crashed suddenly  so he is not able to use it

I seriously felt so bad for taking actions out of anger ,my anger overpowered me so much that I was ready to loose the guy I loved so much

Now all I wanna do is apologize to him and say sorry  for the stupid action I took out of anger I really felt bad for hurting his feelings  I should seriously not be so  vulnerable

This will seriously be my downfall

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