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            "Please hold on"

Few months later

Things are  not going well for me  and Ray ,he cutted off all ties with me no calls, no texts, no nothing ,and all I can do is just wait for him .

I've gone down in my academics and stop socialising with people it felt asif someone took away all the colours from my life

Nemo always tried her best to cheer me up so today she took me out to distract my mind Janier joined us as well

Something was off I felt Asif Janier was hiding something from me when he saw me he asked me how I was and everything I said I'm okay but I  knew he didn't believe me because my  pale face and those eye bags with big big dark circles shows and says  it all.

After we went to the lake Janier told me to move on from Ray I told him I'm trying and he said you have to try harder it's no use holding on to him I got it he knows something and is trying to hide something from me

" Is there something you know or are you trying to hide something from me?"I asked him  in the beginning he denied but both Nemo and I we persuaded him so in the end he did tell us  the truth

And when he said that I won't lie it shattered me and broke my whole life apart I was numb to the pain untill I felt tears run down my cheeks I kept on saying I'm okay it's okay and I could  hear Nemo gasp, and giving me the hug I needed

" He has a girlfriend !I saw his text messages with his girlfriend  "

That was the confession Janier made about Ray , Janier often told me to move on and he always told me he had something to tell me after Ray stopped contacting me

Ray cheated on me that was the only though going on in my head "He cheated on me! He cheated , He have a girlfriend,Why did he do that? was I not enough? Was I that bad?"

I could feel Nemo's arms getting tighter around me consolling me  I was numb to the pain I felt Asif I knew this was comming they made me promise myself not to cry for Ray ever again

All I knew was in a flash of lightning the dreams I had all shattered down in the ground leaving me speechless and numb to the pain

I felt Asif something inside me  died down !

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