Five Times I Met You

Sorry!

"You are my favorite part of the story"

Next Day......

I was  still a bit upset after what happened yesterday with Ray and actually felt super guilty for not getting to  apologize to him and say sorry .

Nemo saw how upset I was so after our classes were over she took me for a ride on the outskirts of the city

The ride was peaceful but my mind was still in turmoil Nemo told me to call Janier and ask him about Ray and to talk with Ray

I called and asked Janier about it and he told me how Ray looked so lost the whole day which actually made me feel more bad and the guilt kept on increasing inch by inch

Ray was not there at the moment when I was talking to Janier ,he was in his classes so later on when he arrived Janier quickly gave him the phone saying here talk to your girlfriend

He was at the other end of the call and I didn't know what to say no words found it's way out of my mouth ,it was awkward at that moment I just wanted to dig a hole and get inside it

Ray broke the silence "Hello!" He said
"Ray" I responded "yeah" he said back
He was going to say something but I cutted him off in the middle and said "I know I'm really
stupid ,idiot ,crazy, mad, annoying and what not "and he was there on the other end of the call chuckling and laughing at my comment

"I'm really sorry ,sorry so sorry Ray I should not have reacted so suddenly and abruptly I really am sorry"

I was ready for a good amount of scolding from him for being an idiot but what he said actually touched me
"It's okay now leave it it's all in the past don't talk about it" I was kinda shocked I mean like he was so understanding and willing to forgive me !

Damn I was seriously letting him go of him yesterday "I'm seriously sorry and I promise I'm never going to repeat anything so stupid again "

"It's okay baby don't worry it's fine even I'm sorry that I was not able to give you time ,it's actually my fault ,that you reacted in such a way "

"Yeah ! It is " I commented and a laughed escaped from me and I heard him laugh from the other end of the call

"I was actually very shocked you know when you reacted that way "he told me and I laughed "yeah I know I can be very dangerous sometimes "and he agreed

"Ray no matter what ever happens I'm always gonna come back to you ,your baby girl loves you more than you can even imagine" I told him

" Is it ?" He questioned
"Any doubt?" I asked
"No just confirming" he teasingly said and we both bursted out laughing

" Promise you are never gonna talk about leaving again?" He said with a serious yet very calm voice.

" Not in this lifetime" I said

We had a very beautiful and cheezy conversation it really did mean alot to me but Nemo was gagging when she heard me as if someone was chocking her and was shouting "Oh Lord save me!"
Ray actually confessed he was scared to loose me which meant more than anything to me

Finally I can sleep peacefully today
The day ended well I thought I will not be able to talk to Ray later on because he didn't have a phone with him anymore ,but he actually called me later on I asked him how did he called me and he said he is using janiers spare phone so he can talk to me .

When he does stuff like this for our relationship it actually makes me feel so greatful to have someone like him
Someone whom I can call mine!

Relationships do have their own flaws and problems but I guess that's what makes them more beautiful , no matter how many fights you have or how many misunderstandings come between you two but at the end of the day you still want to be with the person you love.

That's what love is.