spencer reid & matthew gray gubler imagines - DISCONTINUED

family and new additions - s.r.

a/n:
it's 1 am when i'm publishing this but i wrote this when I was really sad and depressed but it does get happy in the end with a special surprise from someone we all miss and love.

warning: none

# of words: 2,170

It was one of those days where everything seemed like it was falling apart. Spencer was away on a case and you had nothing to do all weekend. Cleaning seemed like an option, but the apartment was already so clean you can see your reflection in it. The only thing you managed to do was get out of bed, take a bath, and read through some of Spencer's books.

They always interested you and made you wish you read more. After deciding to finally eat after not eating in the morning, you ordered some food and watched some of the movies Spencer owned which were mainly Star Trek and a lot of sci-fi. 5 movies and 3 boxes of Chinese food later, you fell asleep on the couch, hoping that Spencer was almost done with the new case and on his way home.

Spencer came home the next afternoon, to find you just standing over his record player, with your eyes closed, swaying along to the soft music that flowed throughout the apartment.

"Y/N?" he called out. Turning around with tears in your eyes, you walked over to him and hugged him tightly.

"Hey it's okay, it's okay. I'm here." he said kissed your forehead and wiped away all tears from going down your face.

"What's going on? What's wrong?'" he asked.

"I feel like everything is going downwards and that one day when you're out in the field, you're gonna get shot and I don't want to see you die because you mean so much to and you were the one who taught someone with a who didn't know what love was how to love and I -"

"Hey hey, hey, listen to me. I know I am always risking both our lives with everything, but that I will do everything to protect you. But know I'm not always going to be in the field and that I'm also teaching part time as well. You are my love and my life. If we were never introduced, I don't know how my life would have gone. You were there when I got shot in the knee, when I went to prison and when I got out. You are my anchor who keeps me grounded and is there when I have my bad days. I think my mom loves you more than she loves me." Spencer laughed about before continuing "I love it when you tell me what's on your mind whether it's a completely random thought or whether something happened while you were working. I will always love you, even if we're old and wrinkly, and forever after we die. Now let's dance. It'll calm the both of down and we'll be with each other." he finished.

"I don't know how to dance properly." you told him as he took you hand to put into his and putting your other arm on his shoulder. He slowly pulled you into his chest while holding your waist as if you were glass. "It's okay. I'll teach you. Just follow my feet and let the music guide you. I'm not that good of a dancer as well. So, if we mess up, we can just laugh and continue. We're in our own safe place and no one can bother us." he said as he stared into your eyes.  The both of you danced for bit, as your bodies swayed to the soft music in the background. It was like this until you took your head off his chest and looked at him before speaking.

"Well I guess is a good time to tell you something."

"What is it?" he asked pulling a little back to look at you with a confused look

Smiling and looking up at him, you took your hand to put on your stomach and whispered, "I'm pregnant."

"You're pregnant? As in there is a human? Growing in you?" Spencer asked completely shocked. For someone who was so smart and with an IQ for 187, and can read so fast, sometimes certain kinds of news can shock him into forgetting everything in the world.