Meant to Be....Why Me?

C5..................

<P>Alyssa's P.O.V.  </P>

<P>[ middle of the night]</P>

<P>What time is it? It's still dark outside.</P>

<P>I turned over to look at the clock which was on my night stand.</P>

<P>I was only 3:22am</P>

<P>Why am I up?</P>

<P>I turned to the other side of the bed to come face to face with Nickolas. He looks so peaceful when he sleeps. I just wanted to touch him so badly.</P>

<P>His skin seems to shine in the moon light. He just looked so gorgeous.</P>

<P>Before I could control my actions my hands were on his face. My right hand playing with is hair.</P>

<P>He started to make little baby snores. Hahahahaha. Now I'm going to bug him about that in the morning. I mean later that day since it was already morning. You know what I mean.</P>

<P>I know that I shouldn't be touching him when he sleeping. * Not In That Way You Sicko*  </P>

<P>But I just liked the way his skin felt on me.</P>

<P>I shut my eye quickly. When I tugged on his hair to hard and he groaned.</P>

<P>After a few second I opened my eyes to make sure he wasn't awake. </P>

<P>And he wasn't. </P>

<P>Stupid me started to play with his hair again and guess what happened.</P>

<P>His eye shot open. </P>

<P>I quickly closed my eyes and stayed perfectly still. </P>

<P>I felt him move around a little. Then he pulled me closer to him. And here goes the sparks again.</P>

<P>Oh great I felt my face go red and started to blush. I hope he didn't notice.</P>

<P>He stroked my hair for a few second and then stopped. </P>

<P>1minute  </P>

<P>2minutes  </P>

<P>3minutes  </P>

<P>4minutes later</P>

<P>I opened my eyes again. And he was a sleep.</P>

<P>That was a close one. I said to myself in relief. </P>

<P>That was funny though and then I started laughing about it silently to my self.</P>

<P>Pretty soon my silent laughing wasn't silent anymore.</P>

<P>I tried to keep my self from laughing but I just laughed even harder.</P>

<P>If Nickolas was up he would probably think I'm wierd.</P>

<P>It's like who laughs in the middle of the night???</P>

<P>But that was something to laugh about.</P>

<P>Finally I stopped laughing and relaxed.</P>

<P>I looked back at his adorable face and smiled.</P>

<P>But soon I frowned.</P>

<P>He would never like a person like me.</P>