Entry 5

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February 19th, 2010

Behind My Smile

They see me smiling
They see me laughing
But little do they know
I am slowly dying

I say that I am fine
But really I am not
And in their mind
I am perfectly fine

I hide my pain
But my tears fall like rain
I want to talk to someone
But I feel done

I think long and hard
and now I know what to do
I will stop hiding
and express how I feel

then maybe
I will feel happy soon

All the love, H

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As I read what was in the entry, I felt a pang in my chest. Then a single tear fell out of my eyes.

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