everybody loves saturday nights
where the city lights up in conjunction with
love birds break free from their cages
saturday nights always been beautiful
but not for me and some people
saturday night, when i need you the most
i need those shiny brown eyes
to see right through me
i need those warm arms
to hold me close
i need those sweet lips
to shut me up and tell me sweet lies
i need those hands
to wrap around my neck tightly
but you are nowhere to be seen
its been months
since the last time i saw you
and its been days
since the last time i talked to you
you didnt seem to try
to reach me, and thats okay
i could picture your busy life
surrounded by stunning girls
and there wont be me
once again, thats okay
i still have you,
you still have me,
dont we?
but you blew it off
by saying im not the only one
i dont understand
you were probably trying
to pull out a joke
"i was with other girls"
you said
i froze in silence
"it was only one night stand and i regretted it. it didnt feel right"
of course it didnt
it was wrong
and you seemed to
forget my existence
dont you remember,
we had a deal?
there would be
just you and i
what happened to that?
you told me it was four days ago
four days ago when
i was told by my mom to kill myself
and you were with one of them
i didnt try to reach you because
i thought you were busy
just like what you told me
foolish me,
for believing a guy like you
what happened to
"im tired of fucking around. i just need someone and its you" ?
did you forget that?
i hate saturday nights.
