I'm a fast jumper. jump from heart to heart, and then fall deeply. I'm so weak when it come to boys, that species fucks up my feeling. I wasn't planning to jump but somehow you handed me your hand I couldn't refuse. so I jumped into your hole, holding you tight. you told me to look down, suddenly I felt like facing my fear. I was about to tell you and you weren't there. my hands were holding nothing. I stand into nothing.
sad reality:
you promised me we would do this together. you said you would accompany me to face my fear -to fall in love. and I believed it, I fucking did. you had me in the palm of your hands, keeping me safe. I was safe. I thought. all of sudden you squeezed your hands, I was screaming, crying, begging, but you seemed don't care. it was hard to breath, I was blue. I turned into pieces and you tossed me and then left. just like that.
