lunacy (jd x reader)

five

Nothing.

Nothing at the cemetery.

All just a stupid prank played.

"Come on, J, let's go." I tugged on his coat.

He sighed and walked off.

"Hey. Where'd we park the car?"

"Right here...but where is it?"

Vroom...vroom vrooooooooom

"Hear that?"

"Yeah..where is it coming from?" JD asked.

"Probably the road behind us." I shrugged.

"Okay. We can just walk home." He kissed me.

VROOOOOOOO-

"ALYSSA! WATCH OUT!"

All I can remember is a rough push, slamming my head on a tree, and blacking out.

..................................

"Baby...? J...?"

He groaned in pain.

"Ow..fuck...I...ow...a...Aly?"

"Yes. It's me, J. It's Aly."

"What happened?" He looked at me.

The sight made me tear up.

Bloody. His face was all bloody. Cuts and dirt. And all I could hear is his breathing and the heart monitor.

I broke down into tears.

"Woah..baby, why are you crying?" He attempted to put his hand on my head.

"Th...yo...your...your face...."

"Baby..it'll be okay. I'll be okay. Just tell me what happened."

"I don't remember either. I just remember the doctors telling me you were severely injured in an accident and you pushed me to save me."

"Oh..that..seems like me."

"Why? Why did you hurt yourself?"

"So you wouldn't feel anymore pain.." he rolled up my sleeves.

"The cuts..faint, but still there. I realized in the car."

"J!" I snatched my arm back and put my sleeves back to normal.

"Why would you cut?"

I laid silent.

He tried to move his head to kiss me, but he just yelled in pain.

"Baby, baby, baby! Stay still!"

"Damn...injuries are taking you away from me. I'll be out of here soon or so god help me."

"It's fine, love..I'll be here by your side forever. Cheek to cheek in heaven, hand to hand here."

"Ich wünschte, ich wäre älter und könnte dich heiraten.." he said.

"Hm?"

"Nothing. Just..nothing."

A few minutes of silence, then he said.

"Can you kiss me?"

"What?"

"Kiss me."

"But..it'll hurt."

"Kiss me. Just kiss me."

"Are you sure?"

"Kiss. Me."

I sighed and kissed him on the cheek.

"On the lips."

"Why?"

"Just do it."

I kissed him softly on the lips.

"Again. Open your mouth this time."

I was concerned, but I did as he said.

I felt saliva switching from his mouth to mine.

"The hell?"

"Now I'm part of you. Forever. Swallow."

"J, thats---"

"Swallow. It."

I was getting a bit...concerned. No, scared. But I can't be scared of him.

I did as I was told.

He took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, inviting me to take the other side.

"But you need to light it.."

He just stared at me with those beautiful eyes.

"Oh, how much I wish I could just make out with you right now." I took the other side.

"Now you have my saliva in you. Now I'm part of you. Even when I'm dead. I'm with you. Forever." He smiled creepily.

He spit out the cigarette and kissed me furiously.

I could feel his tongue searching for my DNA.

"Okay..J..this is kinda weird."

"Do you trust me?"

"Of course."

"I feel we are meant for each other. Come here."

"On...on top of you? No way. You're hurt."

"And I'm in casts. A hundred of them. One little sit won't hurt."

"Fine."

I lightly sat on his abdomen. "J..you're being weird."

"I'm not weird. Im insane. You're insane. We are insane."

"I ....I know I'm insane.."

Flashback

"Mommy! Mommy! Where are we going? Auntie's? Ice cream? I wanna know!"

"You'll find out soon." She sniffed.

"Mommy..are you crying? Why are you crying? Johnny doesn't want you to cry, right Johnny?"

No response.

"Darling..we...we are taking you to...."

They arrived.

---

"Mommy!!!" She screamed.

"MOMMY! I DONT WANT THEM TO TAKE ME! GET OFF OF ME! MOM! DAD! AUNTIE! GRANDPAPI! PLEASE! PLEASE! MOM! MOM! MOM! PLEASE!"

"MOMMY!!!!!!!!!"

I came back to my sobbing.

"Baby..did I do something wrong?"

"No..no..it's...it's just something that ...I can't tell you yet.."

He sighed.

I got off of him and sat in the chair.

"Mommy.." I mumbled.

"Hm?"

"Nothing.."

"I miss you.." I mumbled again.