lunacy (jd x reader)

thirty four

"Jason Dean, please.." I sobbed, parking the motorcycle.

The school is still alive...but only temporary.

I ran to the door, ran through the halls, into the gymnasium.

Where is he?

I looked around frantically.

Then I found the boiler room.

It's under the gym..

I opened the door to the boiler room and ran down the stairs.

There's my JD.

Once he heard me, he turned around and

SMACK!

"WHAT MAKES YOU THINK BLOWING YOURSELF UP IS THE ABSOLUTE ANSWER?!" I cried.

He held his cheek and stared at me.

"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS? YOU WERE....you are happy." I cried more.

"Happiness may not always be enough." He held my cheeks.

"J...don't leave me." I put my hands on his arms.

"The timer is already going...there's something I needed to tell you.." he looked down.

"Didn't you say it all in the note?"

"No. Listen, I only have 20 seconds..."

"Go ahead." I sniffed.

He sighed. "Me and Apo used to date..she broke up with me because I was insane. I drove her best friend to suicide. I needed to know today if you saw me as insane because I know you're exactly like Apo.."

5

"J...you're not insane."

4

"Live with me, J."

3

"Stay alive for me!"

2

"J, please!!"

1.

It didn't blow up.

He kissed me and pushed me away, kicking the bomb.

0.

"Goodbye, my love."

KABOOM!!

No....no this can't be real.

But it was.

The smoke was everywhere, and the school started to fall apart.

I ran out of the emergency exit, but not before looking back.

My J is dead...

I went on the motorcycle. His motorcycle.

I wore the trench coat he gave me.

I wore his last name.

But he no longer existed.