lunacy (jd x reader)

fifteen

"Sorry for being late, Apo, but I got you a slushy!" I smiled.

"We got you a slushy." JD corrected.

I pushed him, forcing him to lay an angry kiss on me.

He pushed me against the counter, still keeping the kiss going.

"Mmm..damn, Aly.." he smiled.

"Okay, yeah, I love you and all but Apo's slushy is gonna melt."

I knocked on her door and said "Apo! Slushy!"

No response.

"Maybe she's sleeping? Try barging in."

"Oh, do you know how to pick a lock?" I joked.

"Learned it when I snapped off your windowlock." He tossed me a pin.

"I was joking but okay."

I picked the lock, only to reveal..

"Apo..." I dropped the slushy.

A rope..

"A-apo.." I teared up.

Tied around her neck.

"APO!!"

Leaving her hanging from the ceiling.

"APOLLONIA ABERNATHY!! WHY?!" I screamed.

JD immediately rushed to my side to comfort me.

He grabbed the note and read it out loud.

"I know you will read this, Jason and sis. I want to tell you this.
I know what you guys did. I know you shot Ram and Kurt. I know you shot Veronica. You shot two of the people I loved dearly. The ones I wanted to kiss. Ram and Ronnie. You ruined love for me. Both of you. Sis, I never thought you'd kill someone. That Jason.." he stopped, obviously getting angry.

"W-what...does it say?" I sniffed.

He shook his head and skipped that part.

"I was so tired of keeping your secrets, sis. So let me let them out for JD to know. I know why you went to a.....mental hospital." He looked at me.

My eyes widened.

"A mental h--"

"Just keep reading!" I cut him off.

He sighed and continued.

"Mommy and Daddy knew about Johnny. He wasn't real. He was the kid in your mind who told you to kill Daddy because he'd do something bad. Daddy did do something bad. He shot Mommy. He killed Mommy. But you didn't kill Daddy. Instead, you killed two innocent people who didn't deserve it. You killed my love. If you killed Daddy, I'd forgive you. But you didn't. So now, I'll hold a grudge forever. On you. JD, you are a great guy. I heard your fights though. The one in the car let me find out about Ram. Don't hurt my sister again. I hate her, but she's still my blood. Speaking of blood, I heard you screaming at 11 years old. I creaked the door open to find you cutting. You went to a therapist. You went to another mental hospital. You stopped. You continued years later. JD, make sure she is safe. She's gonna hurt herself. I know it. I have the feeling. Sis, fix yourself. You smell of death because you're next.
There's more I can say but you are coming home soon.
Goodbye,
              Apollonia Abernathy~♥"

"JD....I didn't want you to find out all that stuff."

"Get out." He said.

"J--"

"GET. OUT."

I slowly stood up and ran out, running towards the bathroom.

I took apart my razor and ended up with the blade.

1 cut

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Scream.

I slid against the wall and cried.

Blood dripped down and down and down.

I could only remember seeing the cieling and then blacking out.