lunacy (jd x reader)

twenty three

"Okay..let me get this straight. We just killed your dad."

"We didn't kill him. I think..he may just be unconscious!"

I sighed.

"And if we did kill him," JD hugged me from behind. "It's okay. Because I hated him. Didn't you, Aly?"

"I hated what he did to your mom," I put my hand on his arm. "I hated what he did to you," I looked up at his face. "I did hate him."

I was expecting a kiss, but he just stared at my face, smiling.

"Good, Aly..good." he hugged me tighter, looking up.

I kissed his chin, but still no reaction.

J, I just helped you kill someone. I can at least get a small reward.

I tried to squirm out of his arms in anger, but he held me even tighter.

"Where are you trying to go?" He looked at me. "Didn't I say we would be together forever? I'd never leave your side?"

"Well, I just helped you kill someone! I can at least get a kiss!" I spoke my thoughts.

He grabbed my arm tightly and kissed me angrily.

Shit. The cuts. They hurt.

"There! A kiss! Happy?!" He growled.

"What is wrong with you?"

He laughed. Menacingly.

"What is wrong with me?!" He asked.

I tried to punch my way out of his arms, but he made me stay put.

"Don't make me force you with me, darling."

He's looking insane and murderous towards me. I really need to save myself.

"Get off of me." I grumbled.

"Huh, maybe you being a badass is a bad idea. Maybe you should stay like this."

"Get off of me!" I screamed, punching my way free.

I panted as he stared at me.

Jeez....he forced me just like Dad...wait..DAD!

"J, I'm sorry..."

If I wanted him to come to France with me, I needed to apologize.

"Stay here. Stay here with a god damn body! Unconcious or dead!" He stormed away.

I grabbed his arm when he got to the door and looked down.

"What?!"

"Don't leave me J...you're all I have.." I cried.

"You think those alligator tears are gonna work on me?"

Alligator tears?!

"They aren't fake, J! I love you! I want to stay with you for the rest of my life! Don't go!"

He turned around to face me, pushing me into the table.

He took off his coat and kissed me.

"I'm sorry, I won't do that again. I won't leave you. I'd probably blow myself up if you left me."

"Don't leave me again.." I kissed him, tugging on his shirt.

"Mmm...wait..mm..babe..babe, if I police come, they're gonna get suspicious.."

"Yeah, you're right. Let's go on the motorcycle."

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Knock knock knock

"Fuck!" JD groaned.

"Aww..we were just getting started."

"I know," JD rushed to put his clothes back on.

"Dammit. Who could it be though?" I put on my trench coat.

"Just stay here," he kissed my head and left, closing the door.

I decided to write in my diary.

Dear diary,
      JD killed someone else. His father. It was not planned and unexpected. I believe that's voluntary manslaughter. That's nine months to five years in prison. I can't lose my JD for that long. I'll miss him so much. I beg for him to not go in prison. Also, my sister committed suicide. I've tried to move on but I still think about her at night. Why? Why'd she do it? To keep our secrets? To be with Ram and Veronica? To get away from my insane ass? Maybe I should commit suicide. Maybe it's better for me to be gone..but JD loves me. He wants me alive. I'll stay alive for him.
       Later sanes,
                    Alyssa

I got up and went into the living room.

JD with 3 police officers. This really can't be good.