Teacher's Aid (Zayn Malik Fanfic)

Chapter 36.

3 weeks later

I was so nervous yet excited at the same time.

My competiton was today.

Our little christmas part was tomorrow.

Zayn and my one month anneversary was tomorrow as well.

None the less, I was stressing out, and no matter what Finn, Jack, mum, or Zayn said; I couldn't relax. It wasn't necessarily the christmas party I was stressing about since I already had everones gifts and had them wrapped for about 2 weeks now.

I was stressing over the fact that I could fuck up my first solo. God, I don't think I would ever let myself get over that.

Although in the practices I have it down and I even overheard Tyler saying something about giving me more solo's, at least that's what Sara told me.

Speaking of Sara, She's barely said a word to me since she saw Zayn and I. The only time she will talk to me is at work if she has to, or if we are at dance. But I think she's finally moving on from it because the other day she actually spooke a full sentence to me.

The past three weeks have been great, I got my first paycheck, and I put 75% of it towards my savings for my car. I did the same with the other two paychecks.

Due to work, the twins and I had to postpone the sibling cook-off until next week. Next wensday to be specific. So technically the judges were going to be Finn's girlfriend, Zayn, Niall, Lily, and James. Mum refuses to eat any of what we make because she said and I quote ' Sorry but getting food poisoning is not fun, sorry darlings but I would rather lick the kitchen floor."

Of course she was teasing us, but we glared at her anyways.

So that's what's been going on for the past three weeks.

Oh, and there's also my relationship with Zayn.

Zayn and I are doing great, and I'm really falling for him, like hard and it kind of scares me. But then again the thrill of it kind of excites me.

We've been on two dates the last three weeks, The first one was 17 days ago, and we went to a local ice cream shop, both Jack and Finn were working and all of my friends were at some party at Doug McClanes house. It was nice and sweet, all we did was eat our ice cream and sat in the corner of the shop, just talking and laughing.

The second date was six days ago, where I had taken Zayn to the movies (yes I had payed for everything.) We just genuinly had a good time. And there was kissing. A lot of kissing.

At times it's kinda hard to be in a relationship with Zayn.

It's not necessarily Zayn I'm having trouble with, it's more of like the circumstances of the relationship.

We always have to be so secretive and so quiet about us dating. It's so unfair and I kind of hate it. I want to be able to gush to Lily about how much I like him, or about cute things he has done or whatever. I hate having to hold it all in with no outlet.

Althought when I'm with Zayn it kind of just all melts away.

He just makes me smile. He knows what can make me laugh or smile, or to make me blush.

It also kind of sucks because we don't really get to see each other often. It's not like he's traveling the world for weeks and months ;) But with grades closing up and him having meetings with student's parents or the other staff members of our school, or whatever else he has. Also I've been working on my college application essays and my friends and school and work, the only time we really see each other is on the weekend. We've basically made Saturday 'Date night'. Sometimes I will see him at lunch if I 'have to go talk to my teacher to talk about a grade mistake' When really all I do is go see Zayn. Otherwise I will stay afterschool which doesn't work a lot since I have to go home and change before Sara picks me up.