Right as he said that, the butterflies started flying around in my stomach, realization of what was about to happen settling in.
As a teenager, I expiremented, I mean everyone was doing it, and I was curious what the big buzz was, but I don't know if I wasn't doing it right, or it just wasn't for me, but it never affected me. I tried a couple times as emberassing as it is to admit.
So Zayn was truly going to be my first time, in everything.
He walked me up against a wall, softly grasping my hips and bringing our crotches together. Cheesy smiles were on our faces, soft laughs and giggles bouncing around the room.
"D-Do you want to?" Zayn stuttered.
I nodded, looking into his eyes, oh those eyes that were just home to me.
"I look at you, and all I can think of, is how the fuck did I get so lucky?" He whispered, rubbing my cheekbones.
My heart warmed at the sweet words, but he only continued.
"I swear to god, if we were in a crowded room of a million people. The only one I would see is you."
"Well, ac-" I started.
"Don't you fucking dare." He laughed, our foreheads leaning together.
"I would see other people obviously, but the only one who would stand out is you, Skylar."
"Because you, my love, are my home. You are home to me. Even when I'm at my flat, or with my family; I'm not home. I'm not truly home until I'm with you." He whispered.
My eyes watered, my entire body overwhelmed with his words.
"I love you so much." I said, my eyes watering and the tears spilling over.
"Don't cry, baby." He chuckled.
"I didn't know what love felt like, until you came into my life. You've made me feel things I've never felt before, Zayn. I've never had these strong of feelings before."
He smiled at me, slowly and softly pressing his lips to mine, before separating.
"I want to wrap my arms around you and never let you go. I want to press my lips against yours and never pull back. I want to look in your eyes and never look away. I want to hear your voice and be deaf to the rest of the world. I want you to smile and never frown again. I don't want you to ever cry again, because a soul as beautiful as yours shouldn't ever be sad. I want to be in your company and no body else in my thoughts. I want to fall asleep in your arms and no one else. I want to wake up to you and you only."
"You are the one for me." We both said at the same time.
"You're the only one I want." I whispered.
His eyes watered, and he pulled me into him, both of our arms wrapping around each other in an emotional embrace.
"I love you." He cried.
"I love you. I love you." I repeated.
He nudged my nose with his, slowly meshing our lips together.
"I want to make you feel good." He mumbled into the kiss.
"Me too." I said to him.
We sat down on the edge of the bed, turned towards each other as we kissed. He brought my legs to lay over his, me watching as he took my shoes off, letting them fall to the floor. He ran his hands over my legs, a small childish grin on his lips.
"Smooth." He said, running his hands down towards my feet.
"Prickly." He giggled, moving his hands back up to my knee.
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