Teacher's Aid (Zayn Malik Fanfic)

Chapter 70.

Skylar's POV

My eyes once again flickered over to Zayn and Perrie, who were sitting to close for comfort, well for me at least.

Everyone was talking and drinking tea, a movie playing in the background, well except I was watching it.

Wait, let me repeat that.

I was the only one watching it.

Everyone was talking amongst themselves, meanwhile I was trying to watch the movie.

I don't even know what it was called, but no one was really talking to me, Sophia had gotten up to go to the bathroom about a a minute ago.

I got up and walked into the kitchen, opening up the pantry, my eyes grazing over every shelf to see what there was to eat.

Even with what Ara said earlier, I just felt so shitty it just made me want to stuff my face even more.

I got a small bowl, like for cereal, and grabbed the back of crips and poured it into the bowl; filling it to the top.

I grabbed a water bottle as well before going back into my spot, Sophia was back except sitting with her boyfriend.

I let out a quiet sigh before starting to eat some of the chips, trying to be as quiet as I could.

"Oo, think you could spare some? I mean that's kinda a lot of crisps." Ara said.

The room went silent as everyone looked over at me.

I blinked over at Ara.

"You know, I'm quite tired. I'm gonna head to bed." I said plainly, setting the bowl of crisps on the table.

"Skyl-" Liam said.

"Goodnight everyone. thank you for the flowers and the uh, chocolate." I gave Liam a soft smile.

I grabbed the water bottle before walking up the stairs.

"Ara! You fuckin idiot!" I heard my brother snap was the last thing I heard before I closed my bedroom door.

I leaned back against the door, holding my stomach as I tried to keep in the tears.

I let out a shaky breathe as my eyes watered.

I breathed for a moment, trying to calm myself down.

Once I was a little calmer, I grabbed my headphones off my desk and plugged them into my ears and into my phone, going into my music and pressing shuffle.

I laid down on my bed, setting my phone on my stomach as I bent my knees.

She's right you know. Ara. Try listening to her for once.

You need to stop eating so much.

Fat whore.

A tear slid down my cheek as the voices inside my head spoke to me, mocking me.

I let out a quiet cry, holding my arm over my mouth to muffle my cries so no one could hear.

A moment later, a knock sounded at my door and I gasped, wiping away the tears and quickly blowing my nose.

"Come in." I said, turning onto my side.

"Hey babe." My boyfriends voice said softly.

I turned over to look at him, taking a earbud out of my ear."Hi."

He sat down on my bed, rubbing my thigh with his thumb.

We didn't say anything after that, but as each second passed, it became harder and harder to hold in the tears.