The Girl Behind The Books #2

whats going on in my life ig..?

Hey guys.. I dont know how to explain how sorry I am for not updating in over a month. I've had so much shit going on and along with all that, writer's block has been a pain in the ass.

Since if I just say there is a lot of crap going on without explaining, it'll seem like i'm just making excuses so I'll breifly give you guys an update on whats going on.

My parents left to korea when we found out my dad has cancer, they left before winter break and my mom just came back yesterday alone. I feel like I've grown apart even more from both my mom and dad, so.. idk it just sucks, its hard to talk to my mom and dad.

I lost someone really important to me, and I've made some quite stupid and bad decisions since that day..

I've also had insane friendship drama with this girl and sksksk its affecting me so negatively, I wish I didn't care as much as I did.

I also had finals the past 2 weeks and just finished on thursday, it really sucked because I couldn't even focus on studying well with everything happening and my own head making shit 10 times worse than it really was.

I'd feel even worse when I'd try to continue writing the next chapter because my mind would just go blank and I would feel terrible, making you all wait for so long. I probably lost a crap ton of readers who enjoyed my story, and I'm sorry, it's my fault. I'm really trying to have a proper update schedule but it isn't working. I hate that my own mind doesn't want to cooperate with my body.

For those who still are patiently waiting, I'm so thankful for you guys, I don't deserve any of you. Thank you so much and I'm also sorry for the millionth time, I swear I'll try to update soon and afterwards, more often.

I love you all 💕

-Sarah