Tom Holland/Peter Parker Imagines Book 1

Who You Are ~ Peter Parker

The song kinda fits the storyline but it made me cry even though the lyrics don't match the story exactly
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Peter has been acting out lately we've been dating for 2 years and I've never seen him like this. He hasn't been around me like he used to. I know he has Spider-Man stuff to do which does take a lot of his attention but he wasn't even focused on the completely. He seems stressed. Tony and Aunt May don't even know what's going on with him.

2 weeks later

I was going through Peter's laundry like I always do because it's laundry day and I have to empty out all of his pockets because Peter is very forgetful. And you pull out in one of his black pair of jeans and I find drugs in the back pocket.

I broke down, I didn't think Peter would ever turn like this. Tears sting my eyes, this is why his been acting different.

2 hours later

Someone is tapping at the window and I see that it's Peter. My eyes fill with worry of how I'm going to confront him about this. He then climbs through the window.

"Hi Pete" you say but your voice cracks a little. The drugs are in your back pocket. He then looks at you in the eyes and realizes that you have been crying. "What's wrong?" He asks a little worried look on his face.

I take a deep breath

"Peter, what is this?" You ask as you pull out the drugs from your back pocket as more tears stream down your face. He's speechless not knowing to say until he tries to grab it out of your hand screaming "I need IT!!!" As you see the crazy druggie come out of your boyfriend. "NO YOU DON'T, PETER THIS ISN'T WHO YOU ARE. WHERE'S THE PETER THAT WAS HERE ALL THE TIME AND TOLD ME HE LOVED ME. WHERE'S THE PETER WHO ALWAYS RAMBLED ABOUT BEING SPIDER-MAN AND LOVING IT. WHERE'S THE PETER WHO WAS STUFFING HIS FACE WITH AUNT MAY'S COOKIES AND TALK ABOUT THAT HE LOVES THEM BUT NOT MORE THAN ME. WHERE ARE YOU PETER THIS ISN'T YOU!!!" You scream at the top of your lungs, you face is now a pool of tears.

"You don't understand I need it." He says crying a little bit looking at you like this. "Peter choose me or the drugs, I won't stay if you say that you need it more than me!" You've never cried so much in your life. "I'm sorry baby, I love you too much to lose you, I'll quit, I'll quit for you." He says. You cry even harder because he said he'll quit for me. You break down in his arms. "I love you so much Peter." "I love you too y/n."

3 months later

Peter has been clear since that night. Everybody at the Avengers tower helped him, Aunt May helped him, I helped him. I have my old Peter back. You walk up to him as sing. "You know who you are." You press his forehead with yours and sing, "I love you for who you are." In the same melody as "Who You Are" from the "Moana" Soundtrack.

I cried the entire time omg. Love you, and I mean it❤️🧡💛💚💙💜