So last chapter... That was intense. Yeah, I'm gonna have to get used to this.
Alex P.O.V
We sat there silent, his head on my shoulder, our hands intertwined. Both blushing vigorously. "Did we just....." He said nervously. I nodded slowly. I looked down at him (that's new) and we met eyes. Well, what the fuck now?
I mean, I want to be with John. But I don't know if he wants the same. It was already risky enough kissing him and not losing him, I don't want to push it. All of these thoughts were gliding through my head non-stop. All while John was caressing my cheek gently.
He looked beautiful. I was so stuck in my own thought process, that I could see his mouth moving, but I couldn't hear any of his words whatsoever. "Alex? Alex?" He started to get a concerned look on his face as a response to me not responding.
"Lexiiiii????" He said in a song song tone, waving a hand over my face. "Hm." I said looking at him blankly. "So?" He said like it was obvious.
"Oh, I didn't hear you." I said. He loudly sighed and sat up. "What are we now?" He said hesitantly. My eyes widened and I sat up straight. HE'S asking ME? Well... One of us had to say it.
"Oh... Well... What do you want to be?" I said shrugging. "I asked you first!" He said mocking me. "Okay fine! I wanna be with you John." I said ripping it off like a band aid. John froze, oh no, what did I just do? "What- What do you mean?" He said looking me in the eye.
I started to get more and more nervous. "I mean... I mean I want to be together. But if you don't want to I support your opinion compl-." I said quickly but John cut me off with a soft kiss.
I finally understood what he meant by the kiss. And when I did, I got millions of butterflies in my stomach. After a while of deepening the kiss, he pulled apart letting space form between us.
He smiled and whispered "I wanna be with you too Lexi." I smiled and we hugged.
I CAN EXPLAIN THE SHORT CHAPTER I'm in a gay group chat and we're all spamming eachother and shit so yeah. And sorry for not updating yesterday.
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