I will never stop loving you ( Lams )

Chapter 9

HOLY SHIT HOW THE HELL DID WE MAKE IT TO 100 READS IM LITERALLY DYING. 😱😵

John's P.O.V
My hand accidentally landed on top of his. My mind was telling my body to move my hand away, but my body wouldn't obey. So I kept it there, not even knowing what I was doing. Alex didn't say anything, neither did I.

    After about 20 seconds of sitting there in the darkness, the world suddenly fell silent. He started to turn his hand. And I prayed that he wouldn't move it out from underneath mine. He didn't, he just strayed his hand there, our palms touching.

     I turned my eyes to the ground, hoping that he would just say something. All of a sudden I felt his muscles tense, he let out a shaky breath and slowly started to lift his fingers up to intertwine with mine. My heart started racing as I hoped this would mean something. But then he stopped. His hand stayed there, his fingers were still up. He looked stuck, so I did the rest of the work for him.

       I laid my fingers down so that we were officially holding hands. "J-John..." his words startled me because of the silence that had been surrounding us. "Shhh." I said laying my head on his chest. "Please... don't speak." He nodded in response and we drifted off to a deep, peaceful, sleep.

OVER DRAMATIC TIME SKIP BITCHES

Alex's P.O.V
We woke up on the couch together. His head was still on my chest, but unfortunately, our hands had been separated. I slowly moved his head onto the arm of the couch and stood up. What happened? Why did he hold my hand? Why did I hold his? I sighed "I need coffee." I got dressed and walked out of my apartment, leaving a note on the door for John.

"Hey John. If you're wondering where I went. I'm at the coffee place if you need me. Feel free to join me. - Alex"

And then I headed out.

John's P.O.V
I woke up expecting to find Alex laying on the couch with me, but he wasn't I found myself on the couch alone. "Alex?" I called out. When my vision started to focus I noticed a small note taped to the front door. I slowly pushed myself up to walk to the door, and I grabbed the note. It said

"Hey John. If you're wondering where I went. I'm at the coffee place if you need me. Feel free to join me. - Alex"

I smiled and put the note in my pocket. He has always been so damn nice, and such a positive person overall. I decided to go meet him there, but first I had to get changed.

When I got to my apartment, I got out my keys and opened the door. I found Lafayette and Hercules passed out on the floor, but everyone else was gone. I snickered and changed into dark green jeans and a dark gray shirt.

I love summer. It's so beautiful and bright. But I also love winter, because you get to cuddle up in a warm blanket. Dang I love cuddles. I thought this all to myself while I was walking towards the coffee shop. Ooooo but fall is really pretty. And so is Spring. Holy moly I'm gay.      

      My eyes hitched to the big window on the side of the coffee shop. Inside I could see Alexander, he was fiddling with the cap of his coffee. I almost walked in when I realized: what am I gonna say to him? What is he gonna say to me? The truth is, I have no idea. But there's only one way to find out. 

         I heaved the heavy door open and stood there like a dork, staring right at Alex. I took a deep breath and stepped over towards him. He didn't notice me until I sat down. He looked at me then back at his coffee. "Hey John." He said starting to crack a smile. "Hey Alex." I replied back in a whisper.  

       I sighed quickly and turned towards him. He was now vigorously blushing. "So, about last night-." I said taking in an unsettling breath. "I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me." He said covering his face with his hand. I moved his hand from his face so I could look into his eyes, and I took his hand. "Don't apologize." I quietly giggled tilting my head to the side.

   He smiled brightly, looking deep into my eyes. Then his eyes turned from me and his smile turned into a frown and he took his hands from mine and put his head down. "Alex? What's wrong?" He looked up at me and jerked his head to something behind me.

     I turned around to find the Schuyler's. I sighed, got up, and walked towards them. "Hello ladies." I said with an obviously fake smile plastered on my face. "We came to apologize." Peggy bursted. For some reason they all wear beaming and glowing. "If you'll excuse us." Angelica said gesturing for me to move. I stepped to the side and they all strutted towards Alex.

    "Hey Alex, sorry we were mean the other night." Eliza said trying to get Alex to look at her. "Yeah, we were being real bitches." Angelica nodded "No problem..." Alex said looking up at them. "Yes! It is a problem!" Peggy said smacking her hand down on the table. Everyone jumped at the loud noise. "How can we make it up to you?" Peggy asked softly. "You just did. Thanks for apologizing. I think you girls are really great."

Don't really have an A/N, hope you guys liked this chapter. I tried to make the Schuyler's seem nicer but it kinda ended up weird. Bye