30. The struggle is real

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If you are reading this then that means I finally got this chapter to publish. *sigh* Deep breaths, ok. Here. We. Go.

Alex's P.O.V
"Why did you do it?" I asked. He hesitated. "Because... I felt so sad without you Lexi. I couldn't bare the feeling of not being with you." He said quickly.

"Oh, John." I said softly. "You can do anything. Wether it's with me or without me. You don't need me to have a great life." I said surely. "But, it just hurt so much." He said starting to tear up again. I lightly hugged him.

"Shh. It's alright. Everything's gonna be alright." I said playing with his hair. After a few moments I pulled away.

"John, I'm so sorry. I should have told you sooner and done something about this. I can't believe I hurt you like this. I am so, so sorry." I said quickly. "Alex. You could never hurt me. This was my fault really, I shouldn't have overreacted like that."

     I sighed, there was no use arguing at this point. The doctor walked back into the room. "I'm going to have to check John's blood pressure and do a few shots. Alexander would you please leave the room?" He asked. "Oh, of course." I said walking out of the room again.

I sat down on a chair in the hallway and pulled out my phone, I had a ton of messages from the others. Oh god.

Group Chat:

PegLeg: Alex! Where are you? Is John ok?

Yes: Did you go to the hospital? Which one is it?

FightingFrenchBread: Maria and Peggy told me what happened. Where are you?

SpyOnTheInside: Are you ok? How's John?

ALizard: Alex please! We need to know if John is alright!

WorkWork1: ALEXANDER HAMILTON ANSWER YOUR GODDAMN PHONE!

NonStop51: Oh hey guys! 🙂

FightingFrenchBread: Mon dieu Alexander! We were worried sick!

ALizard: What happened?

NonStop51: John's in the hospital. I don't know if I can tell you guys what happened.

WorkWork1: What do you mean you can't tell us?

NonStop51: Just get here quick. I'm at Saint-Louis hospital. John's fine btw.

FightingFrenchBread: Thank god, we'll be there soon.

     I sat in the hallway for a few more minutes before I saw them rush into the hallway. I stood up. "That was fast." I said quietly.

      Everyone looked worried, except Angelica, she looked heckin mad. Although she had a hint of worry in her eyes.

      "Where is he?" Peggy asked frantically. "Guys, it's alright. He's in the room getting tested. He's fine, really." It seemed that they all let out a sigh of relief.

      The doctor walked out looking at his paper. "You have nothing to worry about. John's gonna be fi..." He said looking up and seeing everyone standing around him.

      "Ahem." He said awkwardly looking at me. "Oh! Um. These are friends." I said breaking the awkward vibe.

"Oh, You guys can go see John if you'd like." He said. Very quickly everyone pushed passed him into the room. The doctor looked stunned slightly. "Sorry..." I said walking in too. He nodded and walked away.

In the room Eliza was frantically asking John if he needed anything. Maria and Peggy were fixing his pillow and flattening out the sheets on the bed. Angelica was saying something like "WE WERE WORRIED SICK WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO?!" Lafayette was trying to hug John but failing because Angelica forcefully pushed out him of the way and kept screeching. Herc was trying to calm Angelica down. And John looked very overwhelmed.

I stepped in and John looked at me with eyes that said "Help me" So I sprinted around the room as quick as my short legs could carry me, quickly pushing everyone into a chair. I sat down in the chair closest to John.

      John smiled grabbed my hand. "But seriously John? What happened?" Maria asked shyly. John looked at me as a sign as what to say. I didn't know what to say. Which is quite unusual for me.

"That's.. Um... Unimportant..." He said looking down. "What do you mean it's unimportant? John we're your friends!" Angelica hissed. "Angie.." Eliza said putting her hand on Angelica's shoulder. She sighed and rubbed her neck. "Sorry..." She said quietly.

      "Hey, it's alright. You were just concerned and that's perfectly fine." John said in his absOLUTELY POSITIVELY PERFECT ANGELIC SOFT SWEET CINNAMON ROLL voice.

Ok so i didn't really know where to end that so I just stopped there. I am VERY sorry that Wattpad is such a FUCKING BITCH and wouldn't just LET POST A FUCKING CHAPTER. So yea love ya bi! 🐢❤️🏳️‍🌈😘

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