Broken- Jamilton ✔️

Forgiveness. Can you imagine?

Thomas
I left the hospital, I couldn't stay there after what happened. Yeah I love Alex but I felt crushed when he lied to me, he had a good reason to but it would have been better if he told someone...;but I can't stay mad at him...;I walked to the park and sat down on a bench. I looked up at the sky and watched the clouds slowly make there way across the sky, I let out a relaxed sigh as the sun shined down on my skin. I sat there for a few minutes till someone sat next to me, I looked over at who it was and smiled " how you feel?" The person asked " pretty good but I could be better" I said with a shrug as I reverted my gaze to the clouds " are you mad at him?" He asked now looking directly at me instead of his hands "what kind of question is that?" I asked as I glanced at him from the corner of my eye " just answer my question Thomas" the person said sternly now looking forward and away from me, I let out an aggravated sigh as I looked elsewhere " no...I'm not mad at him" I said quietly " then why'd you act like you were?" He asked calmly " what's with all these questions?" I asked him, the person looked over at me with a glare as if saying 'shut the hell up and answer my goddamn question' " I don't know, I just had a lot of stuff going through my head. I didn't mean to yell at him" I said after a minute of silence " are you going back?" He asked looking at me once again " yes...no...maybe...I-I don't know, I'll go back when I feel like it" I said as I crossed my arms " when will you grow up" the person said jokingly as he chuckled " I am grown up" I said matter-of-factly, the person rolled their eyes as they got up from the bench and turned to leave "bye Thomas" the person called out as he left " bye James" I said quietly knowing he can't hear me now. I let out a sigh as I threw my head back and let the sun relax my aching muscles.

*time skip*
It's now midnight and Alex is still at la hospital

Alexander
I sat in my bed playing with the small board game the guys brought so we could play but they had to leave so they left it here for me to play with. Now I'm just sitting here playing with pieces and talking to myself, if someone were to walk in they'd think something is wrong with me. I let out a chuckle as I gathered up the other pieces and put them in the box and put in on the night stand, now you may be asking 'why are you so calm?' Well they gave my medicine and I've been calm ever since. It feels good to be on my medicine, I've forgotten how good it felt. There was a small knock on my door I had the sudden urge to get up and go open it but since that incident happened I'm not allowed to get up without a nurse or doctor to help. "Come in" I called out loud enough, the door had opened and revealed Thomas. I smiled slightly despite what happened the last time he was here, " oh...hey Thomas" I said lightly as he walked over without saying a word " what's wrong?" I asked concerned " I-I just wanted to say...I'm sorry" he said quietly without meeting my gaze " f-for what?" I asked bewildered " for yelling at you and getting mad at you, I shouldn't have and I feel terrible for doing so" he said as his hands gripped at his hair, I slowly reached my hands up and grabbed his pulling them away from his hair "shhh...it's ok I forgive you" I cooed quietly as I kissed his tensed knuckles " you really shouldn't" he said quietly as I felt him relax " why's that?" I asked as I ran my thumbs over his knuckles " because I made you hurt yourself and instead of consoling you I yelled at you" he said I felt him go tense and his hands slightly pulled away from mine probably to pull at his hair; that must be a habit of his; I let out a sigh as I pulled Thomas down a little bit and kissed him on his forehead, that quickly stopped his panicking as he looked at me with wide eyes " Thomas, they gave me my medicine I'm fine now. They even told me to go to my therapist every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday after school so I'm fine Thomas" I said lightly as I caressed his cheek. Thomas had a light pink blush on his face which caused me to laugh " you wanna play a game?" I asked he opened his mouth and closed it seeing as no words came out "I'll take that as a yes" I said with a chuckle as I pulled monopoly back out and set the game up.

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Bonjour mes Amies!! It's ya girl the author. here's another chapter I hope you enjoy this one and there was a little fluff in here, I might do more in the upcoming chapters. Well that's it for now, Bon-voyage!!🥐🥖🇫🇷❤️