Jally Oneshots

Nervous

*Adore Delano walks in* partyyy
Okay sorry

Johnny takes a sip of his drink nervously and waits for Dallas to come back, Dallas is dancing with a girl. Johnny finishes his drink and sets it on the floor, he pulls his knees to his chest and picks at his fingers. It's a habit he has developed over the years. Johnny's heart races as the music gets louder and people cheer and hoot. Johnny doesn't enjoy going to parties but Dallas had asked him to come and he wasn't about to turn down a chance to hang out with Dallas. The young boy decided to look for Dallas, he'd disappeared from his field of vision and if he was gone there was no way Johnny was going to stick around. While weaving his way through the crowd of drunks Johnny runs straight into the broad Dallas had been hanging around. "Hey cutie" the girl giggles and gets closer to Johnny, "What's a cutie like you doing all by yourself" she smiles. No doubt this girl was beautiful, but Johnny didn't know how to talk to girls, Two-bit had warned him about girls and to stay away so he wasn't exactly dying to reply to this girl. Johnny's heart was pounding and he could feel himself getting dizzy. Suddenly he couldn't remember what he was doing "Huh" he looks around for Dallas, the girl giggles and takes his arm. "You're funny, what's your name?" Her words are a bit slurred, she's drunk as fuck. "I'm.. I'm lost? I'm... Johnny" she giggles again. "Hold on a second" Johnny tries to walk to find Dallas, he can feel himself getting more nervous by the second, the girl grips on tighter "Hey I'm talking to you" she tugs him into her and Johnny almost cried, and that's not something he does in front of strangers. He feels her arms loosen quite suddenly and hears a voice say "Not gonna happen sweetheart." She scoffs and walks off, Dallas places his hands on Johnny's shoulders "You okay?" He asks. Johnny holds his breathe not trusting himself to speak without crying., he looks up to fight off the tears and shakes his head. People bump into the two and the music seems to get louder, a loud crash and a few shouts push the tears down his cheeks and Dallas quickly pulls him outside. He shuts the door and Johnny hugs Dallas. It wasn't often that Johnny experienced panic attacks but being in such a chaotic place without his protection pushed Johnny's mental state down a pit of anxiety and fear. Dallas hadn't know much about anxiety until Johnny explained it to him, Dallas would always ask if he's okay and tell him to breathe after Johnny had told him, he said the sound of panic attacks sounded like hell and he didn't want to feel that way at all so he would do everything he could to make sure that Johnny was comfortable. "I shouldn't have taken you here I knew I shouldn't have I'm so sorry I left you there alone" Dallas rambles into Johnny's ear as he holds the shaking boy. "Glory! I knew I shouldn't've taken ya here. Are you panicking?" He asks as he pulls away. Dallas is a genuine idiot when it comes to mental care. It's not his fault, no one really gets what it's like to have this level of anxiety. Not now. Hopefully that will change in the future. "I'm feeling better now that I'm a-away from the crowd" Johnny's lip quivers. Dallas pull Johnny to sit on the grass with him. Dallas pats his lap and Johnny plops down on to him. The boy shook and his eyes started to water. Dallas pushes Johnny's hair back out of his face and kisses his forehead. Johnny's face goes red and he covers his mouth. "D-Dallas? Why'd you..." his tears started to fall and he choked back a sob. "Don't cry Johnny! I didn't mean to make you cry, it's okay it's okay!" He holds Johnny's face. "I did that because... oh glory. Look I've been meaning to do this for a while now. But Johnny I'm falling in love with you. It's wrong and it's frowned upon but my heart wants you. In bed after a long day I think of you. When I see a romantic movie I think of you. Even seeing people kiss makes me think of you. I think of you all the time, when I'm hot and ready and when I'm happy, I even think you when I'm low, thinking of my Johnnycakes makes me feel better. Johnny Cade I am in love with you. Wipe those tears away from your blindingly beautiful eyes and tell me what you're thinking. I have to know now Johnny if this is wrong." Dallas pushes his hand through his hair and looks up to Johnny. Johnny has stopped shaking and crying and is sitting wide eyed in front of him. "Dallas... I-I-" Johnny lunges forward on tackles Dallas into a hug as he starts sobbing into his chest. "I love you too Dallas Winston. I've loved you my whole life, you've always been the one for me and nothing will change that!" He cries. Dallas holds his shaking friend in his arms and smiles. A tear leaves his eye and he hugs Johnny a little tighter. Johnny gets off of Dallas and wipes away his tear soaked face. "This night has been crazy. But I'm glad we came."
"Do you still feel the anxious?" Dallas asks in genuine concern. Johnny smiles slightly at his lack of knowledge and shakes his head. "Not yet, but... I'm sure I will later"
"Well lets go, lets go home so later won't come and you won't worry. All you have to do is let me cuddle you." Dallas smirks and stands up.
"Okay Baby cakes?"
"Okay Dally"
He helps and Johnny up And takes his hand. Together they walk to Dallas's
End