My Screwed Up Life

My Screwed Up Life (Another one of those love stories) Ch. 4

I woke up the next morning feeling extremely tired, probably from crying until 2:00 A.M. last night. I was in a daze when I got out of bed. I found my jeans and put them on, not bothering to change my shirt. I put on a sweatshirt, then I brushed my hair and put it up in to a pony tail. I didn't bother putting any makeup on. I grabbed ,y bag, phone and laptop and left my room. I got down the stairs just as the bus pulled up so I yelled bye to my mom and made my way out the door.

Once on the bus I chose one of the back seats. All I could think about was Kaden. I looked down and tried to think of what to think of what I was gong to do today. I told myself 'It's gong to be fine, this could only go one of two ways right. I mean I could either break down crying as soon as i see him today or I could go on with my life like nothing is wrong and act like I'm not dying inside.'

I looked up when the bus stopped and realized it was at the school. I gathered my things and left the bus. I walked into school and immediately saw Kaden. He was talking with one of his friends and smiling. Gosh I loved that smlie, it was gorgeous. I kept on walking and got to my locker. I put everything in it and then went over to Jackalin.

'Hey' I said in a monotone of voice.

'Hey, What's wrong?" She asked sounding concerned. That was one of the thing I liked best about her, no matter what was going on she always cares and always tries to help.

"Nothing.... Well.... It's not nothing.... It's just..... Well..... I don't know... Why does it even matter.... Why do I care.... I, well" I stopped talking for a minute so I could figure out what I was trying to say. Just before she was about to say something, I blurted it out, I just couldn't stop myself, "Kadens moving!" I could feel the tears behind my eyes threatening to fall again.

"That sucks but why do you look like your about to cry?" She questioned sending me a curious gaze.

"You have to promise you will never tell any ever," i toldher and she nodded her head so I continued, "I think I'm in love with Kaden."

She just stood there for a second but then I saw the biggest smile on her face.

"Awwwwwwwwwwwww, that is soooooo cute!!" She exclaimed. Jackalin went on to say other stuff but I stopped listening and waited for the bell to ring.

The rest of the day was one horrible blur. I spent most my energy trying to avoid Kaden and the other half just trying to stay awake. I was so g;ad when the bell rang signaling the end of study hall and the ed of school. I got my homework from my locker and proceeded out the door.

I made the decision to walk home today. I put my head phones in and blasted my music. I made it to the drive way of my house when suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder. I screamed, and of course I wouldn't be me if I didn't hit the person in the face.

"OWWWWW!!!! WHAT THE FUCK JASEY!?" The guy yelled. I saw that it was Kaden and he was holding a hand to his nose which I could tell was bleeding.

"OMGOSH Kaden you can't sneak up on me like that," I exclaimed. I took his hand away from his nose to see the damage before letting it go and continuing to talk, "Come on you need ice," I told him grabbing his other hand and dragging him inside but not before noticing a moving truck pull in to the drive way next door.