My Screwed Up Life

My Screwed Up Life (Another one of those love stories) Ch. 3

The next morning I woke up late so I almost missed the bus. I finally got to school and put all my shit away. I felt some thing move around in my pocket. I looked down to find Kaden's hand in my pocket reaching for my trying to find my gum.

"You, my greedy friend, are a horrible pick pocket," I told him getting the gum out of my pocket and handing him a piece.

"Now now now no need to be mean," he said grinning.

"I don't care if theres a need for it or not. It's in my nature to be mean," I told him while getting my books and shutting my locker. He started to walk with me to my homeroom.

"You know if you tried to kill yourself and actually succeeded who would make me smile everyday?" I questioned glancing at Kaden.

"I do not make you smile every day," he exclaimed.

"Yes, you do. No matter what kind of mood I'm in or what's going on you never fail to make me laugh or smile," I said while smiling at him.

"Well I'm glad I make you smile, because if I didn't see you smile I would be sad," he said smiling back.

"Aww no don't be sad, start smiling right now," I told him and he answered with a simple nope popping the 'p'. "If you don't start smiling right now I'm going to be sad forever," I said with a fake serious face.

"OK ALRIGHT I'M SMILING I'M SMILING! DON'T BE SAD!" he exclaimed with a really big grin spread across his face. I smiled back victoriously.

"I meant what I said last night. I don't ever want to hear that tried to kill yourself ever again, got it?" I questioned giving him a stern look. He chuckled at my look. Before I could say anything else I realized we were at my home room. We said our good byes and went our separate ways.

The rest of the day was uneventful and extremely boring.

"Any body home?" I yelled through out the house and of course got no answer. I don't know if I mentioned this but my parents were never home they were always working.

I got home feeling very hungry, hearing low grumbles coming from my stomach. I just dropped my bag in the middle of the floor and went to the cupboard. I felt like Italian so I made spaghetti. After that was done I made my way in to the living room and started to watch House, one of the best shows ever. I finished my food and washed of my face. I got my bag from the floor and went to my room. Once there I turned on that tv and started to do my home work. I finished that in about an hour. Feeling extremely tired, I decide to take a nap.

I didn't intend on sleeping as long as I did but when I woke up and looked at the clock on my bed side table the time was about 9:30 P.M. My mother would have been home by now. I got out of bed and made my way down the stairs.

"Hey mom, what's up?" I asked her as I walked in to the kitchen once again. I knew my dad wouldn't be back for a while, he worked nights and had to leave before I got home from school.

"Not much, just playing some Farmville. How was school?" She asked

"Boring as hell," I told her while shrugging.

"Oh well, hah!" she exclaimed. I chuckled.

"Well I just wanted to come down and say hey, so hey... again," I told her almost confusing myself.

"Okay then. Night, honey. I love you," She said. I gave her a hug good night and then went back upstairs. Once there I got my laptop from my bag and went o FaceBook. I played on a few games on there until I got bored. I clicked back to the home page and immediately saw Kaden's status. It was just so plain and so simple. It shattered my heart in to a trillion tiny little pieces. All it said was "I'm moving". I could feel my eyes starting to tear. I wondered for a minute why I felt so bad about this but I put that feeling to the back of my head.I immediately pulled up a chat with him.

Jasey- If you move whos gunna make me smile everyday?!?!

Kaden- I don't know

Jasey- r u seriously moving

It took a while for him to answer even though I saw the little pen thing telling me that he was writing.

Kaden- yea

That was it. I just broke down and let the tears cascade down my face. I didn't know how words that were so simple, words that were used billions of times everyday could hurt so much.