My Screwed Up Life

My Screwed Up Life (Another one of those love stories)Ch10

When I found her she was of course wearing black, strapless, ruffled dress.  It was pretty.  Jackalin kept trying to get me to dance, but I refused.  It was about a half an hour in to the dance and I was about ready to hit her in the face if she tried to force me to dance one more time.  I hadn’t seen Blake yet and he said he would be here, I hadn’t seen Kaden either.  

When I got the opportunity to sneak away I had to take the chance.  Jackalin was texting some one with some else’s phone and wasn’t paying any attention to, well anything, but the stupid phone.  

I slipped out in to the hall way.  I made sure no one was looking and went through the doors that led to our lockers.  I didn’t plan on doing anything bad, I just wanted to get away for awhile.  

I slid down in the corner trying to stay out of sight of the windows just in case a teacher or some one else decided to look in and ruin my good time.  I had my Ipod with me so I decided to drown the stupid dance music the DJ was playing.  

I closed my eyes and let the darkness take over completely.  When I felt a hand on my shoulder I almost screamed, but I refrained from doing so because I didn’t think attracting attention when I’m a part of the school that I shouldn’t be in right now.  I took the head phones out of my ears.  I couldn’t see who it was due to the fact it was really dark in the hall way.  

“Chill, Jasey.  It’s me Blake,”  he said while chuckling.  I let out a relieved sigh and moved over so he could sit down.  When he did he put his arm around my shoulders and I rested my head on his shoulder.

“You have a very comfy shoulder.  I think I’m going to take a nap,”  I told him jokingly.  

“I don’t think so,”  he said.  I looked at him questioningly.  “If I have to listen to this horrible music, then I’m going to make you listen to it too.  Plus, how could you even sleep with it blaring through the speakers like this?”  he asked.  I yawned, realizing how tired I actually was.

“I can pretty much sleep through anything.  Seriously, sometimes even need to blast my music to sleep, so this is nothing,”  I told him.  Nothing else was said after that so I rested my head back on to his shoulder.  A few minutes passed by and a sudden thought popped in to my head.

“Hey Blake,”  he made ‘hmmm’ noise so I continued, “I came here because I told Jackalin I would, but if you don’t like dances or dance music, then why did you come when you could have just decided to stay home?”  I asked him.

“What makes you think I don’t like dances or dance music?”  he asked me.

“Because of what you said before; that if you had to listen to this horrible music then I had to with you,”  I told him.  I took my head off his shoulder and looked him in the eyes.  He shrugged slightly.

“I don’t know.  Because... I like... you,”  he said looking me in the eyes too.  

“I like you too,”  I told him.  I said that out loud, but in my head I couldn’t help, but think I like you too... I think.  

Blake’s POV

“I don’t know.  Because... I like... you,”  it was true, I did like her, but not in that way.  I felt bad about doing this, but if worse comes to worse I’ll tell her, everything.  Jasey is a good person she would understand... I hope.

“I like you too,”  she told me.  I could see it in her eyes that she was questioning her statement in her head.  It was obvious she was totally in love with Kaden, who wouldn’t be, he’s gorgeous.  

I don’t know why I did what I did next, but it seemed like the right thing to do at the time.  I leaned in close to her.  I hesitated about inch away from her face.  I could feel her warm breath on my lips.  Is this the right thing to do?  Should I just tell her and get it over with?  Before I could answer those questions she closed the gap between us and crashed her lips on to mine.  I was surprised, but kissed back.  Jasey never seemed like the type of girl to take charge like that.  

Jasey had moved her hand to the side of my face and I pulled her closer with the arm I had wrapped around her shoulders.  Things were getting pretty intense.  Suddenly one of the double doors opened.  We pulled away and looked to see who was there.  We looked up and saw Jackalin.  Since we were in the corner next to the door I don’t think she saw us.

“Jasey,”  she called.  I was about to say something, but Jasey put her hand in front of y mouth before I could.  She waited a moment, before stepping inside and trying again.  “Jasey, are you there?”  she called.  We remained completely silent, as to not get caught by her.  She jumped a little when the door closed and made a bang noise.  She looked around the corner using the light from the phone she had with her to try and see.  She finally gave up.  

She was about to turn around so I put my hood up, because I was wearing a black hoodie.  Jasey copied my movements.  We huddled together and she burried her face in my chest.  I wrapped my arms around her.  

I don’t know why we were hiding from Jackalin, she didn’t seem that bad when we met earlier today.  She seemed really nice actually.  Jackalin didn’t see us when she walked back out the double doors.  She pulled her head up and got her phone out of her pocket.  She looked at it for a second and then put it away again.  I figured she was just checking the time.  

Jasey’s POV

I can’t believe I just kissed him, and when Jackalin came in, I had no idea what to do.  I panicked, so when Blake was about to say something I just reacted and put my hand in front of his mouth to stop him.  I am just so confused right now.  I’m in love with Kaden, but I kissed Blake and told him I liked him.  I do like him, just not in that way.  I don’t know what to do.

I checked the time and the dance only had about 15 minutes left so I texted my dad and asked him to come pick me up.  I got up off the floor and told Blake that I had to go.  He told me that he would see me at home.  Then I remembered that we lived next door to him.  It would be so much harder to avoid him now.  

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