That guy! ( COMPLETED)

Chapter 20

Matt's POV:

I'm so excited to Rene today! We can finally chill and have our time. It's been such a short time that we started dating but it already feels like home with her.

I knock at her door. She opens and pulls me in a hug!! “Matt you're here. I was fucking scared. I don't like living all alone or by myself it's so scary”

“I'll always be there. And you're not gonna be alone.” I kiss her cheeks and enter the house..

She blushes and kisses my cheeks making them all wet lol

“Is there anything to eat?! I haven't had breakfast ” I look at her in aww

“Um.. let me see.. Yeah there's me. Eat me!! ;) ” oh god this brat

She says this and throws a pillow at me. I chase her around the room and we laugh like two idiots in love.

Guess age doesn't really matter after all to actually love someone.

“Um.. we have nachos and cheese. I'll get them for us.. ” Rene says in excitement

We start eating and after we're done we end up cuddling there in the same place.  It's all really peaceful and calm until Rene  raises her head

“Matt, would you mind if I asked you something?!”

“Sure love shoot”

“ I just wanted to know what happened to your parents and you know about your past. I just could never ask about all this in the past since it felt kinda awkward” she looks at me sympathetically

“You really wanna know, don't you?”

“Only if you wish to” he presses my hand softly

“ so it all starts this way. My mom and dad loved eachother very much. We had the perfect family. My dad took me out for sports, he'd play with me and everything was just perfect. And my mom was a wonderful lady. Her and I would also spend quality time together. We were just so happy. You know. And then this one day, I still remember the date, it was 17th of October when my dad died because of a heart attack. My world suddenly became dark. I was only 15 back then. I dint know what to do. I couldn't even comfort my mom. It was the worst day of my life. I missed him almost everyday. Even prayed for him to come back but he didn't. Slowly me and mom started getting on with again. We weren't that happy but we were okay. Cause we understood eachothers pain. I would feel bad for her, She lost her husband and she'd feel bad for me, I lost my father.
     
     Mom was still very kind and lovely but she had started having wrinkles on her face and she wouldn't tell me about her problems. Because I was only a child after all. I started having these anger management issues and my mom would always try and help me with those. I would get into fights, started smoking and drinking because I dint know any other way to get this pain off my chest. I missed him everyday. I missed him terribly

     “My mom would always take me to that ice cream shop me and you went to. She was a lovely women. We were kinda okay and then after sometime my mom got a better job. We had enough money, and house and not many things to worry about. Everything was going fine. But when I turned 18 and maybe a few months after that I was at friends place for a party I got a call from the hospital saying .. my mom was no more and was killed in an accident cause she was drinking and driving. Another heart attack right here. I dint know how to survive. I had money and home but nothing more than that.

  You know people always say money is so important. But my father always told me it's the people that are important. I dint understand that till I lost the both of them. My mummy loved me dearly but she had to go. I lived alone in our house. Barely socialised. Days and months passed. I gave my exams and got into a uni where I met a professor who told me

            Nobody can take away your pain except for you. You're mom and dad loved you and they never wanted to see you this way. You were their only son. Someone they cherished dearly. So live the life they wanted you to live. Be happy everyday and make the most of out it. You're allowed to miss them, you're allowed to cry, but you are not allowed to give up! You have to achieve your goals and be the person they wanted you to be.
 
That changed my whole perspective towards life. I worked really hard on it. Rather than missing them and crying. I started missing them and smiling and I kept saying in heart that I will make you proud one day. ” as soon as I finished. I saw a tear rolling down Rene's cheeks.

She hugged me tightly “I'll make this feel like home. You'll never feel like you are alone Matt” she meant it I know.

“Hey.. baby it's alright. Nothing to worry about. I'm so happy with you doll”

Rene told me about herself.  The school she went to and all the stuff. We were just getting to know eachother in ways we've never known.

“YOU ARE THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE MATT” Rene took my hand in hers with our fingers intwined. It was the best moment of my life.

“I've never opened up to anyone like this before baby” I kissed her forehead while saying so

“Nor have I ”

We're all cuddly until we hear a knock at the door. Both of us stare at eachother astonished as fuck.

“Who could it be? Mom and dad weren't supposed to be back until tomorrow afternoon ” Rene rose up

“Well I think you have to go check.” I suggested

“Matt I'm scared what if it's mom and dad I mean I'm just too scared. I don't want them to meet you this way. Oh no ” Rene's almost about to cry

I cup her cheeks “Its alright baby. Even if it's them it doesn't really matter. We'll just tell them the truth okay?!” i kiss her

She goes to the living room to open the door and