Sometimes we dream up places
Thinking the moon is bigger there.
We paint a picture of them in our heads.
In those pictures, there is no landscape
And no named streets or monuments,
Because those paintings aren't materialised via facts
But feelings. And somehow,
Those images turn out brighter than the real world
Yet still blurrier and more out of focus.
We can live a lifetime without going there
But knowing that it is where we want to be,
And wanting more than anything to go.
Sometimes we dream up people
Thinking they are our soulmates.
We hear their voices in our minds.
Those voices seemingly have no origins
They take different shapes and forms
Because those voices too, are materialised
With feelings. And somehow,
Those faceless voices are more comforting
And unsettling than those we hear everyday.
We can live a lifetime without meeting their owners
But knowing that they are the ones,
And wanting nothing more than to meet them.
But people and places can change.
And the only way to know if they have
Is to see them.
But it's easier to live in a comforting lie
Than to have your hopes and dreams shattered
By the truth.
It's easier to have stars in your eyes
And imagine their brightness from a place you want to know
Than to see their lights have dimmed
When you finally visit the one place that grounded you.
It's easier to imagine someone and still be lonely
Than to meet someone and have them break your heart.
Although life is easier and less harmful lived the easy way
The daring souls who seek more
Are rewarded with knowledge
"Curiosity killed the cat
But satisfaction brought it back"
They're rewarded with knowledge
And a feeling of being lost.
What do you do when you've seen the faded lights
Of the one light in your life?
Simple, you pick another light; another star
And let it's light guide you
Although the light you see from that star is bright still
That star was dead centuries ago.
Still, no one wants to be lost
So maybe this light will be the one?
Maybe this person will stay?
Maybe this place hasn't been whitewashed
By reckless humanity.
How long can you go with living a lie?
How many times can you have your hopes and dreams shattered?
Is life just an endurance test of how many heartbreaks you can endure?
Well, at least [place] exists and at least [person] cares for you, right?
Even though you've never been there
And [person] doesn't know you exist.
How desperate are we?
Grabbing onto whatever light we can see
And hoping against hope that this one will stay bright
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Shitty Poems
PoetryA collection of shitty poems that I have written. I own the cover. Constructive criticism would be great. Pls comment anything I live for comments and flowers. Infrequent updates.