5 Seconds of Summer Imagines

They Don't Know About Us Pt.4 (Calum Hood Continuation)

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Pairing : Calum Hood x Reader

Words: 2.4k

Warning: Swearing and fuck my feelings

Summary: Calum and you are doing terribly being apart from one another but Ashton makes it his mission to make you two happy again.

A/N: OK so I cried while writing the first part so yeah I am doing great thanks for asking, secondly way more important: I tried something new with including a P.o.v from the Boy's side, idk let me know what you think.

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"What do you mean I can't stay?", you were furiously walking up and down the empty room. "I can't just move back to Australia! We can practically break up if I have to do that", you pulled at your hair and wanted to scream in annoyance. "Calum for fucks sake say something", you knew that it wasn't his fault or his doing but still it was his management. He was sitting on one of the chairs with his head in his hands. "I don't fucking know either! I don't want you to leave but what am I going to do! I have nothing to say in this.", his head shot up and he looked at you in pain. "Look Y/N I know that this is shit and that it is far from ideal but I swear to you", he got up stopping right in front of you, "I swear this won't break us."

This had been a month ago and for the first three weeks everything was kind of fine. You had left the tour the end of the week moving back to your parent's temporarily, planning on at some point moving into Calum's house in LA. But slowly the contact had been getting less and less, by now you hadn't heard anything from him for over two days. You loved him so much that every time you thought of him your heart broke a little more.

It was late at night and you were ready to go to bed when you decided to call him one last time. In his time zone it should be around nine in the morning and you knew they should not have anything planned. The ringing from the phone made you more anxious the more time passed, and again he didn't answer. It directed you to his voice mail and this time you left a message; 'Calum please! Why won't you answer, what is going on? I can't do it this way, I know that distance can be important sometimes but not this. If it's because of me please tell me what I should change because I will, I swear to you I will do everything I can' Your message got interrupted a few times by you sobbing and choking up. By the end you were in full on tears and when you ended the call you ended up crying yourself to sleep, not the first time in the last month.

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Calum felt like he had lost the only thing that had kept him going. On stage he felt great, the adrenalin pumping through his veins. But whenever he had finished a call with Y/N he either felt like crying or when he was alone he did. He wanted to please the management to the best of his abilities but he was wearing thin, he spent his days locked up in a room if he didn't have any official things to do. The only other interaction he had were with the boys. They were worried for him, especially Ashton. He was so close to Calum that he feared he would snap or do worse things. The knock on the door didn't make Calum get out of bed but Ashton knew that and opened the door to his bedroom with a spare key he had stolen out of Calum's utility closet, just in case.

They all had a key to the front door to the other's houses and so he was able to enter whenever he wanted. He opened the door and entered slowly. The curtains were drawn close but it was still bright enough to make out the tall figure laying on the bed curled up into a ball. "Cal", Ashton muttered and sat down on the bed next to him. "You can't go on like this", he put his hand on Calum's shoulder. "We need to do something, have you spoken to her yet?", Ashton's voice couldn't sound any calmer, he tried his best to help his friend. Calum shook his head, "It hurts too much to hear her talk, it makes me physically sick to know that she is unhappy, unhappy because of me" Ashton listened closely but got up and pulled the curtains open. Calum squinted and pulled the blanket over his head. "I do get you Cal, I let you sulk in your pain for a while now but I can't take it anymore. Because whenever she calls me I can hear how hurt she is because you are moving further and further away from her.", he had talked to Y/N on the phone a few times and even he found it hard to hear the pain. He walked back over and grabbed Calum's phone, after unlocking it and seeing the voicemail she had left he let it play after saying," I know this will hurt but you can't stay like this". Y/N hadn't even finished her first sentence when Calum was already in tears, his sobs matched up with hers and Ashton felt his heart drop. He knew that Calum was doing bad but not that bad. " I'm going to push you Calum because you won't get through this otherwise.", he patted Calum's shoulder. "You will call her back now, I don't care if you wake her up, you will call her back or you may loose her completely just like you are afraid of." Calum didn't want to give up on Y/N because she was everything he wanted and so even though it was incredibly hard for him he grabbed his phone to call her.