5 Seconds of Summer Imagines

No more hiding (Luke Hemmings Imagine)

Pairing: Luke Hemmings x Reader

Words: 2k

Summary: Luke tries to keep your relationship hidden from the public and even the crew. You are sick of having to hide and confront him about it.

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" I tell you every day that I love you don't I? Isn't that enough for you? Why does everybody have to know? Its just us two in this relationship!", you could hear in his voice that he was getting pissed. It was the same argument you two had for weeks. Usually you would at some point give in to not potentially ruin what little you two had, but this time you had enough.

" You know what? It isn't enough for me because we can't be seen in public together, I can't talk about you publicly, I have to put on an act every time we walk out of a place because you are fucking worried that your fans might be disappointed and that oh maybe Luke the popular one will lose fans because he is taken." - you were screaming at him without caring if or who heard it. You never really raised your voice against him but you couldn't hold it back. He had backed away a little while making hand motions that seemed to say 'Calm down'. They however made you angrier than you had been before. Before you could continue your outburst he had put his finger against his lips and tried to hush you. He was probably worried that somebody would hear it and think something bad about him.

So instead of raising your voice again you almost hissed at him, " If you want to you could just be single again, because this is not what I want from a relationship" You might have also mouthed a 'Fuck you' before you turned around and leaving the room, making sure to slam the door on your way out.

All you wanted to do was to leave the venue as quickly as possible and just be by yourself. You walked down the hall and tried to follow the signs until you stood outside. The way to the hotel was quite far but you didn't mind clearing your head while walking there. The directions on your phone were the only thing breaking the silence around you for a while. There were thankfully barely any cars driving where you were walking. You tried to take deep breaths and calm down but your blood still felt like it was boiling. This argument had been like the last drop that caused the barrel to overflow. In your mind every time you had that argument replayed. When you arrived at the hotel you searched through your bag, looking for your key card. Usually you were annoyed that you had to get a separate room Luke just in case somebody might find out how many rooms they had. This time however your were glad that you had a room by yourself you could go to. You threw your purse on the bed and took off your shoes. Within a few minutes you were laying on your bed, curled up in a ball, staring out of the window. It was getting dark already and when you checked the clock you realized that they were about to start the show. It was the first time in weeks that you weren't there to support them. Just thinking about Luke made you scoff to yourself. You were angry and didn't want to hide it, there would have been no point anyway. And even though you were upset there were no tears and no sobbing like you had expected.

Your relationship with Luke had started to go downhill a while back and it was only getting worse. It was almost six month of you being together, in secret obviously. You didn't mind it being a complete secret at first but with time it started to bother you. Everything had to be planned, you hadn't had a date in month's, Luke liked to call the times you ordered food into his room a date but it really wasn't. You couldn't leave anywhere together ever, there always had to be other people too. No holding hands or kissing when people were there that weren't explicitly advised. It made every situation tense and soon enough you declined to go with them a lot of the times. You didn't want to hide from everyone anymore, the fans didn't need to necessarily be involved but having to hide in front of the crew was too much.