Again
Is what I said
I don't know if you've cried at school
I don't know if you've said you want to die
I don't know if you've actually tried or not
And standing in front of a crowd
Is sometimes so easy
And sometimes it's the hardest thing
In the world
That's what she said
And she said I don't tell jokes like I used to
I don't laugh like I used to
I don't act like I used to
I used to be so lonely
I don't know if you eat lunch alone
I don't know if you ate breakfast
I don't know if you're starving
To fit in to that skinny dress
In two days something will happen
You will rush to that god awful room
And then you will flush it down the toilet
You let your stomach lead
Feeling greed for feeling badly
About yourself you let
Your mind control your mind
Unstable- hold on
Unable- calm down
Inexcusably not a person
Not beautiful- slow down
And I slow down
My mind slows down and I become
Nothing as I fall down
Dispersing thoughts
Distraught and derealization
Douse the room with a fire
I will not remember how
To respond to
YOU ARE READING
I'm Here Now But You're All Going To Regret It
PoesíaIt's not my fault it was almost gone. I just couldn't wait for time to take anymore chances.
