Hiling

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Triny kong habulin yung sasakyan ni Clarke pero sobrang bilis ng takbo. Tangina bobo talaga gumawa ng desisyon nung gagang yun.

Hingal na hingal ako bumalik sa labas ng bg. Nakakawala ng tama si Clarke.

"Ano? Naabutan mo?" Nag aalalang tanong sakin ni Dj. Mukha bang naabutan ko?

"Ang bilis ng takbo eh, di na ko makatakbo dun kasi highway na eh." Sabi ko habang hinahabol padin hininga ko.

"Fuck!" That's all Lexa could say, tangina din kasi neto pinagselos pa si Clarke eh.

"Guys, let just all go home. Ako nalang maghahanap kay Clarke, okay?" Sabi ko sakanila, how could this day turn from something so beautiful to something so scary?

Bakas naman din sa mukha nila na nagaalala sila, lalo na si Lexa.

"Laur, eto na key mo. Bukas nalang, hahanapin ko muna si Clarke." Sabi ko sakanya sabay bigay ng susi ng apartment nya sakanya.

"Eh? Anonh sasakyan mo?" Naguguluhang tanong sakin ni Lauren pero I just shrugged. Bahala na si batman.

"I don't know pa bebe, pero I'll text you once na makita ko na si Clarke, okay?"

She nodded and hugged me. "Be careful okay? Late na Camz." bulong nya saken, I nodded. I need to find Clarke, kasi baka anong mangyare sa babaeng yun.

"Guys, mauna na ko ah? I'll try to find Clarke. Magchachat ako sa groupchat if ever mahanap ko sya or hindi." Sabi ko sakanila, they all nodded and smiled at me.

Hirap talaga pag yung bespren mo brainy at bobo at the same time eh.

"Sige na, i'll go ahead. Love y'all!!" Sabi ko sakanila.

Hays Clarke san kita hahanapin?!

*

Clarke

I park my car near the playground where my nightmare disguise as a daydream took place. The familiarity that I felt whenever I am here was surreal.

Bat sobrang komplikado ng buhay ko?

Hindi ko maexplain pero sobrang komplikado.

Why am I hurt like this? Have I been a bad bitch? Because from what I remember, I am good as fuck. Pero bat ganito ka-complicated sitwasyon ko ngayon?

Why can't I just remember things?

Why do I feel like I like Lexa but there's always a but.

Why can't I stop liking Dinah knowing she's in a fucking happy relationship?

Why am I so complicated as fuck?!

Kasi ewan ko, sobrang ewan ko.

Fuck, I don't even know myself.

Bakit ako nagkakaganito? Bakit ako? Shet. Sobrang gulo ng buhay ko na mas lalo ko pang pinapagulo.

Maybe I do need to be a better friend kasi alam kong sobrang wala na akong kwenta.

Bakit ako nagkakaganito cuz in the first place ako naman ang may kasalanan ng lahat, so bakit Clarke? why the fuck do you love to hurt yourself even more Clarke?!

At bakit ba kinakausap ko yung sarili ko, nababaliw na ko. Sobrang nababaliw na ko.

"Miss, okay kalang?"

*

Camila

"Thank the fuck, Clarke!! Asan kaba?" Tanong ko pagkasagot ko sa tawag ni Clarke.

I was looking for her for like four hours or more. 6am na and I was still looking, but thank the goodness that she called.

"Sorry besh. I'm at home, sorry kung pinag-alala kita- kayo." Lie. Kakagaling ko palang sa bahay nila to check up on her but she wasn't there.

Asan ba itong babaitang to?

"Now that you mention it, can I come cuz I was just around the corner. Kanina pa kita hinahanap Clarke." Sabi ko, I heard her sigh. Sabi na eh.

"Okay, you caught me, wala ako sa bahay." sabi neto, asan ba itong babaitang to?

"But don't worry im at my old friend's house. Not sure if kilala mo sya, but i'm spending my day here. Ang sabi ko kay mama kasama mo ko so can you cover for me?" Buti nalang di ako pumasok ng bahay nila.

I sighed before I answered, "Osige, mag ingat ka, text me when you got home and don't do that shit again cuz i'm seriously worried."

"Thank you Mila, I really owe you one. I love you besh." Napailing nalang ako.

"Eyses, Clarke ang drama ah. Sige na, love ya!" I said before ending the call.

Now that everything's fine, I seriously need a full day sleep. My room's calling me.

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