Different

Chapter 14

REGINA
I tossed and I turned and I just couldn't...I couldn't sleep without my Emma. The bed felt so empty...and cold. I had no one to snuggle into, no one to wake up to when I had a nightmare. It's almost like the other half of me has just got up and left...wait that's exactly what happened. I can't work or function without her...it's almost like I'm running a marathon without my left leg...and now she's gone...I've fallen and I can't complete that marathon.
She didn't explain fully why she went and she said she would come back eventually but she just had that look like she was lying...I can tell when Emma is lying and this sure was a lie. That's why I'm panicking so much...like why would she leave? I thought she loved me.

I finally gave into the fact I'm not going to sleep anytime all and I say up and leaned against the cushioned head board above my bed. I stretched to grab my phone of the bed side table to see what time it was...ugh 4:56AM. So glad it's a weekend otherwise I would be screwed getting up for work.

I hesitated as I opened my phone and clicked on Emma's contact. Shall I call her? Message her Maybe?...No Regina she left, let her call you...not the other way around...I ignored my    continence and started taping away at my keyboard...

Regina: Hey Emma, I was just wondering how everything is...I miss you so much I can't wait for you to get back home. It's so lonely too. I need you with me. I love you xxx

I scanned the message in my head quickly before I sent it. There's so much more stuff I want to say but I can't do it over message.
As soon as I put my phone down on the bed side table I got a massage instantly. The notification lit up my room and I pulled my phone up towards my face to see if it was Emma. It was. A smile beamed across my face but then it dropped almost instantly when I read the first words...

Emma: I hate you. I never want to see you again...EVER...how can someone like you fall in love?? Your evil. Pure evil.

My eyes swelled with tears confused on why Emma would ever say that...Emma wouldn't say that, that's the thing. I squinted my eyes closed letting tears roll down my cheeks as my phone clashed against the hard wooden floor boards of my bedroom floor. I wrapped the silk red covers around my body lot leaving an inch of me exposed and I just cried. I cried and cried until there where no tears left.

It didn't sound like Emma. She would never hurt me like that... would she???...No she wouldn't. Although I wanted to believe it wasn't Emma I just couldn't control my emotions I was just heart broken and I couldn't take the worlds she said to me...so I just broke...