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Labyrinth

Labyrinth

"Hi" one word, but that's how everything started.

"Hello" a reply, then that's how everything went on.

We exchanged different thoughts about something, we shared things about ourselves, and the conversation became longer. As we are getting to know each other, there was an energy that gave a strange feeling. It's like there are two things collided in the night sky. As they hit each other a sudden explosion happened, and a star containing energy was formed. The friction walked through our skin and travelled every details of our veins. It formed constellations when having its way on our chests, and became a light when it reached our hearts. This energy always do something weird in my stomach whenever I see your smile and hear your voice.
Hearing my name from you is like putting a feather inside my ears. Seeing how your eyes spark is like someone is tickling me.

But this thing called love do not stay from where it is.
We are an explorer of uncertainty, we go in a place to seek for possibility, we travel to find the genuiness, to know who would stay when the worst is already there. Because our experience will build a wall that serves as a shield. The struggles we feel will help us to know what is the right thing to do the next time you encounter it. The obstacles are just a test on how long you are going to hold the person you love.

And in the middle of traveling we encountered a big labyrinth. It's existence infront of us made you hold my hand. I have read your mind that time that we have no other choice but to enter the maze to escape and keep on going.

A frigid gusts of wind hugged my body when we went inside. It can be a portent of a coming storm. But we were never intimidated you held my hand and we walked together. We tried to find our way out together. We said to each other that these walls are just a hindrance, and we will be together no matter what happen.

But then you suddenly said that we have to separate to find our way out, and would go back to find each other to escape together. because it will increase the possibility of finding the exit. You left me aghast.... then suddenly realized that maybe you are right, eventhough I was afraid.

Your "I love you" helps me to freed you from my arms.
Your "I won't leave you" is the reason why I agreed to lose you on my sight.
Your promise makes me stronger to walk alone..

The clouds suddenly became misty and the rain started on falling. I shouted your name, but I received none. I tried to convince myself that maybe you just couldn't hear me, but days, weeks and months had passed and your shadow is still nowhere to be found. Everyday is just the same, it always rain and I keep walking inside this labyrinth and shouting your name, but no one response.

Did you leave me?
Have you already left?
Is it because you already found the way?
Way of setting me free?
Have you ever think that I'm still stuck here?
Don't you mind leaving me alone here?

I stopped from walking and let my eyes cried a thousand times. I wouldn't be able to find my way out. I am now a prisoner inside this labyrinth; a caliginous place
I don't know how to escape. Or should I say, can I still? I wake up everyday looking for the light and
finding my way out while you're having your outside life. Here I am, alone in a place where you left me with a riddle that perplexed me. But I still decided to forget your perfidy because I deluded myself in the idea that you still love me--that you just sought for help and would go back to be with me again.

But there's a voice in my head saying, we spent time together prattling on about nothing in particular.

That perhaps, seeing your existence infront of me is an illusion. Perhaps, coming back to save me is a mirage

I am caged inside this labyrinth--- I'm stuck in the idea that there is still you and me.