Unidentified

Chapter 19

I stormed into the room. Body on fire head raging. No thought fully forming in my head . I looked around the eating hall. Eyes scanning, My aura probably giving off a strong power since every demon in a good mile radius was staring at me with anticapation. I caught his gaze and held it fire igniting in my eyes. I walked over to him all eyes were watching me, he was standing there food in his hand ready to take his seat but i wouldnt give him that chance i wouldnt let him have the pleasure of a full stomach. He looked at me with wide eyes and he spoke. I couldnt here his words or anyone there was to much blood rushing in my ears to let the outside noiss come in.

I screamed in his face and grabbed his neck and raised him off the ground. He grabbed my hands with both of his trying to ply my death grip off of him. It was no use, I had him and i wasnt letting go. I screamed again this time a tears flying from my eyes. I didnt let go though i waited and waited, i could feel his mother trying to pull me away and daemon trying to help her. I could barely see the other demons yelling at me to stop. I cried and cried his kicks were still strong but they were getting weak. I looked at him in his buldging eyes that were begging for mercy and i spoke the words that were in my heart.

"How could you kill them, How could you take away the only people that I recognized in this strange world . They were the only ones who truly understode me and made me feel comfortable right away when i came here and when i was even growing up as i remembered and you took them away. You took them All away. You even went to the extent to blocking my mind link with Lev. How could you . What possed you ." I spat through my tears.

He choked out a reply but i didnt hear him. I wanted to hear his answer before i sent him to burn in the firey pits just beyond Devil's beach. I let him go . He sprawled out on the ground gasping for breath still i couldnt hear the souding chatter because all i wanted to hear was him. Daemon and The mother had finally let go of me and were standing up to the side.

"WHY!" I yelled another sob taking place. Tears wasnt something i showed often. Never in fact, I dont cry for other things or over things but this was different. They were the only memory i was purly certain of. They were my rock. My eyes still on fire though tears flew from them.

He looked up at me wide eyed and frighten and he spoke his voice shaking and weak," I-I-I didnt kill your hell hounds. I swear to satan himself that i didnt. I would never do that no matter how pissed off i was that they were there. Your the princess ..the vessel i could never do that."

He seemed to be telling the truth but something was clicking. I turned to his mother tears had stopped just red eyes and deep red nose.

"You were with him the whole time?" 

"Yes ma'am i was i swear to you"

I shook my head and back to the boy who was still gasping for air. My eyes narrowed slightly, i walked towards him and bent down close to his ears and whispered,"If your lying to me right now i will not hsitate to kill your mother permently forever and make you watch and no the pain i have gone through right now... understood so you better hope to satan that you arent lying cause if you are everyone you love is gone. I promise." With that i got up and walked to the front of the eating hall and turned to everyone. 

"I promise each one of you that i will find out who killed my dogs. I know its one of you because there is no way that Alex can attack in the castle. I was informed of the ward keeping him out. So when i figure it out which i will I will kill them. THats a promise."

Then i went out of the door.  I could sense someone following me  i froze iwhere i stood .

"yes?"

"Spencer i think you need my company."

"Daemon i just need to be alone."

"Your upset i know and i can feel it. If were together we can just relax together. Everyone else is getting into there training groups and we can stay in the room  and take a well needed rest."

I turned to him and gave him a curt look,"Really Daemon i rather just be alone. I dont need anyone to  help me or relax with me or comfort me. I just want to be alone." 

I was completly serious i had already shown tears to a entire group of people. I didnt want to cry infront of Daemon again i just wanted to cry silently to my self. 

I turn my head slowly and started walking down the corriodor. I could hear Daemon following behind me. I reach the large steps that spiraled up to the next floor and stopped once again. I was annoyed and I could feel tears pushing up to rim my eyes. I wouldnt be able to hold it anymore.

"Please Daemon just go away , I just want to be alone...which means BY MY SELF. I understand that your my guardian and were together and all but you dont need to see me at this moment right now."

"Your wrong Spencer, you really are i need to be with you know because you need it the most." He spoke coming close to me wrapping his arms around my waste and kissing my forehead," You need a shoulder to cry on becasue what i saw in there i can tell your not finished I can tell that you still want to cry. Im your gaurdian and your boyfriend im here to be with you when you need it most. I will always be here." 

The tears that had rimmed my eyes now were falling out . A constant river that wouldnt end flowed from my eyes. I wanted to get to know them more. What i've missed while i wass gone. They were the only past memory  i was absolutley sure of. I wanted to feel the love from the again. It felt so nice so wonderful and in a world of darkness that i live in its nice to have some sunshine expecially with them. Now they were gone. 

Daemon picked me up bridal style and carried me to the bedroom. We laid on the bed and cried into his chest. He didnt talk or say everything was alright he just held me tightly and let me cry.  I was truly grateful for that. 

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I had driffted off to sleep on Daemon chest. I awoke with a major crying headache. I groaned alittle bit when I rose up. Daemon let me get up. he didnt look at me like i was crying for 4 hours . He looked like we just had a nice nap together he smiled at me, not concerned just a smile. I smiled back. 

I rested my head back on Daemon's chest and spoke a question i was dying to ask.

"So, Daemon have you had experiences with crying girls ? You seem oddly good at it." I said nonchantly trying hard to cover up the jelousey that was probraly seeping into my voice.

He chuckled and then stroked my head," No I havent even looked or had any kind of relations with a girl since you left the only crying girl that ive had experience is was you.  Once only it was when you were around 5 and we werent allowed to go into the west wing of the castle becasue something dangerous was up there. You were so upset because everytime you would try you would get punished. I sat with you in your room when you cried and you would hurt me if i tried to say anything soothing so i just kept quiet and let you cried."

I laughed," That sounds like something i would do. or cry about."

Our conversation went on . We laughed and joked . It was relaxing, I was happy at least for now when i was preoccupied. 

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SUPER TERRIBLE CHAPTER I KNOW DONT HATE ME> BUT I HAVE SuCH A BRAIN FART RIGHT NOW . UGH SO bear eith me ill make up for it. super sorry :(