Sanscest oneshots

Fell!Poth- Harm and Scars

Warning: mentions of suicide, and self harm, and rape. if your not comfortable with these, I suggest not reading this chapter.

Further that! Let's get on with it!

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Entry 1
Palette has been acting... off. When we got together. He's been a jerk and he's been beating me... I tried to bear it. He even... took CC!Goth virginity... I...

Entry 2
I got beaten again. I'm trying to bear it. God it hurts. Oh stars... he's gone finally. I feel so alone... should I be better off dead? It's been going for weeks now... I want to die... but if I die he would cry... and I really don't know why.

Entry 3
I'm so scared. Palette always beats me every single day... I feel not safe... My dads kicked me out. "I'm so worthless and useless. It's no wonder why I got kicked out." Maybe he was right.

Entry 4
I've got raped. And I wasn't ready. I've fallen through a deep darkness. Palette wasn't there. I pleaded him to stop. But he just did. And... he beaten me like he did. My virginity is gone...

Entry 5
Palette didn't talk to me. I began cutting myself with a razor. Felt nice. And... it took pain of feelings away. I wish I was born emotionless. It hurts to care. It hurts to hope.

Entry 6
Palette got drunk. I took care of him. He slapped me. I began crying... Fell Ink yelling at Palette... pain... and... harm... and... want to.. die...

Entry 7

... I don't know how to feel... I feel like I want to die. I've got a knife on my desk should I do it? I don't know anymore... I just don't know anymore...

Entry 8
Palette been getting nicer. I still cut myself. I'm bad enough already. I feel broken. I felt like I'm abandoned in the dark. If I left Palette for the better. I would be better but... I love him.

Entry 9
My brother Raven told me things will go alright. But it's not. Why do I feel hurt, angry, upset... I shouldn't feel these things! I don't want to hurt my friends!

Entry 10
I'm putting a happy face. People didn't suspect so far. Palette to. I still felt like I want to die. Palettes gone drunk again. I just... feel.... brain dead....

Entry 11
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE IM SHAKING WHILE WRITING! I WANT TO IT HIRTS PAIN!!!

Entry 12
I'm pregnant. By the rapist. I'm so done. Should I give myself a chance at life? Palette told me to abort it. He's pissed off and upset why I didn't tell him. I didn't care.

Entry 13
Stomach... vomit... pain...

Entry 14
I can't take it anymore.

Entry 15
I can't believe it... I just found Goth's journal and he committed suicide... I feel so angry and sad... why haven't I been there for him... I was his fucking boyfriend for crying out loud! Fucking shit!

Entry 16
I want to die... I feel depressed. I feel half missing. My soul is broken.

Entry 17
End date. Suicide on XX Goodbye multiverse. ~Palette Roller

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I felt really disturbed while writing this...
But yeah I hope you enjoy this one shot.