Sanscest oneshots

Poth-Miss

warning, this mentions: Suicide, Depression, and Self harm. Please don't read this chapter if your sensitive to any of these followings.

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I kept walking holding my books. I quivered as I then tripped on the ground. Books falling out of my hands. "Watch it NERD" I looked up to see a blonde as she walked away.

I looked away as I stood up. I saw a hand jesturing to me. My eyesockets widen. "I'm sorry for what she did." Author~Chan helped me up.

"Oh hi A/C." I Said. A/C grinned. "Anyways where were you. You weren't here yesterday. Me and Fresh were worried about you."

"Oh I just didn't feel well that's all." I Said. "You sure?" A/C asked. "Yes I'm Feeling I'm Nothing to Everyone. And no one would miss me even if I was gone." I answered grinning.

"I'm glad your fine!" Said A/C. "I have to go. Please... don't worry us like that." Said A/C. She grinned and walked away waving.

I waved as my smile dissipated. I looked down as I walked past the one I was crushing on. Goth. "Hey Goth." I Said.

"Oh hey Palette. Been a while we talked." I grinned blushing faintly. "Come on Gothy~ we have to go." Said a girl giggling that grabbed his arm and walked away.

"S-Sorry talk to you later Palette!" Said Goth quickly. I waved. "Ok I hope I die and see you again!" I Said grinning as I then kept walking.

I kept walking until I got pushed to the ground. "Your worthless!" "Just go kill your self already!" "Your a burden to everyone!" "Do people a favor and leave!" They kept beating me. And they walked away once they were done.

I sat up and tears glistened in my eyesockets as I kept sobbing. Silently. I went to the bathroom. "I'm so tired" I muttered.

I grabbed a pocket knife. I kept cutting my wrists. It stung but it took all the pain away. I kept sobbing. "Why me! Why do I have to bare everything!" I shouted. But no answer.

I just crouched and cried to my knees.

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I walked and not in the mood for lunch today. I just went to the balcony. I looked at how high it is. "Look on how high it is." I Said. "I mean they're right. If I was gone. No one would miss me. Not even A/C, not even Goth." I Said.

I stood. It was 7-8 feet. Tears bursted out of my eyesockets. "I-I'm doing ev-erroneously a-a f-favor." I sobbed. I was going to step on the railing. Until someone wrapped their hands around my waist.

My eyesockets widen. "Palette. Why." My eyepupil darted to Goth. He was behind me holding me tight.

"G-Goth."

"WHY! YOU SHOULDNT JUST GO JUMP OUT OF THE RAILING! THINK OF HOW I WOULD FEEL IF YOU FELL! Don't listen to them! You matter more to me!" I couldn't say anything.

"I wish I was there for you. I never was. But seeing you suffer like this. If you fell out of the balcony and died... I can't bare the guilt of knowing I wasn't there for you." Said Goth tearing up.

"YOUR NOT DOING ANYONE A FAVOR! N-Not at all." Said Goth. I then turned and hugged him. "I'm sorry..." I muttered. Goth hugged back tightly.

"P-Please don't do this again." Said Goth. "But no one would miss me even if I did fell off the balcony." I Said tearing up. "But I do. And others will to. Your right the world won't change. But we would. Think of how A/C would feel to lose you Palette." Said Goth softly.

"Why would you care about me. I never talked to you for a long time." I Said.

"Because... I love you."