Starts off during dinner of the last chapter before she runs off.
God I feel like crap. Why do I have to get sick right before the ball tomorrow? I kinda feel bad for shouting at Lily earlier but she was just getting on my nerves. Should I apologise? Probably. But right now I need to puke.
Oh I hate throwing up. Don't. Cry. Don't. Cry. Don't. Cry. And I'm crying. Such a baby. It's just a little bit of sick. I'm a baby. Oh well.
Maybe?
NO!
But what if?
ABSOLUTELY NOT!
Can't I?
STOP!
I'm doing it!
Oh god here we go.
Please no. please no. please no.
3 minutes.
I am so screwed.
2 minutes.
Definitely dead.
1 minute.
What have I done?
Ten
Nine
Eight
Seven
Six
Five
Four
Three
Two
I can't look
One
Shit.
Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit. I'm so screwed. WHY?! Help help help. What the hell am I going to do?
I have to hide this. Toilet paper. Make a little package. In the bin it goes. Is that safe enough? I'm gonna be sick again. And now we're crying again. Such a wimp.
I just wanna go to bed. Yeah. That's what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna sleep. I'm gonna sleep and forget all about it. Then it'll go away. Definitely. That's how it works.
Phew. I'm glad I figured that out.
You know you can't just sleep this off? Right?
Yes I can. Shut up.
No you can't.
Shut it people are coming.
I AM IN YOUR HEAD! THEY CAN'T HEAR ME!
But I can.
Why are they so loud can't they tell I'm trying to sleep. Just don't open your eyes. Pretend you are asleep. Who's that going into the bathroom. Please don't look in the bin. Please please please.
"Oh my god."
Shit. She found it. I'm done for now.
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Bella is back
FanfictionREAD FIRST FOUR BOOKS FIRST (First two are crappy as hell but they get better...I hope) Description for this book will be in the first chapter cuz I have some things to go over.
