Till You Wake Up: The 30 Letters

Fifthteenth Letter

Dear Jimin,

So umm, something happened today... It really scared me, to be honest...

You were about to die...

I don't really know what happened but it was all too fast.

The doctor tripped on something which detached from this thing which was apparently important.

I had a panic attack.

I didn't know what to do. I thought you were gonna die Jimin. I'm so relieved that they were able to save you.

Your heart was beating quickly and, it was just...

...it was like my nightmare...

The only difference is that you're okay.

I know you're okay.

I think it's my second time having a panic attack after ten years. The last one was when I was supposed to speak in front of thousands of people. That really made me nervous.

But this one made me nervous and scared.

I thought I was about to lose you Jimin.

That small mistake could've changed everything...

But it didn't and, you're still breathing. Your heart rate is normal and I'm glad.

It's been 2 weeks Jimin...

Please stay strong, I'll stay strong.

We'll be strong together.

Fighting!

Your Boyfriend Who Misses You,
Yoongi