Poetic Revival

Failure of Expression

You see!
I had said it before,
Man of many words,
Always has a thing to say, no; always has "things" to say!
He is brave, confident to walk up to anybody anytime anywhere and always able to speak about anything.
Yes, that's Him for you.
See, I remember the other day he approached a stranger, scary looking and unapproachable, yet his brave self was so capable and courageous to conquer his attention.
Ooh wow, what a brave soul, it would be easy and interesting how he'd get to ask this breath taking,
Beautiful and warm hearted girl he met,
After so many years of looking at and granting advice to people who'd have problems in relationships he finally will get to experience the feelings of relations,
Yeah, he's got it under control,
Just a matter of appointment, wait!
He's made up his mind and he's ready to express himself,
He's never done it before,
But he likes taking on new things so it's gonna be a walk in the park,
See, wait; did I mention that they'll not be in a plug?
Okay cool let's have that in mind.

I know, you've noticed the way I'm with you he thought as he got his words in order, ready to admit his love and affection to her, takes a walk out of the house in the soft falling rain as she just woke up and needs fresh air, yet her flesh not fully covered, "yeah like I wrote,..." That's all he had said and all his words are gone.
Yes, in her super great capabilities, she observed a sense of nervousness as she tries to calm him with simple questions, just to find that the questions made him feel like one in an interview for the first time, in fact it's his first time asking her out.
"Okay, it's cool we'll talk tomorrow, I feel really cold." She said as she gives him a tight hug, yeah in the hug she meant you can do this, just open up and speak.

Uhgghg mahn,
What was that!?
See, all his years he'd shut up if he was infatuated, yes, he's mastered keeping his feelings to himself.
Well, cheer up bros, this is the first time and you've reached a milestone.
Yeah, this is the first step for a first timer.
A first timer who has always failed to express himself, failed to break the chains of single hood,
Wait, was that good enough?

Well, second chance came up, I'm gonna break the silence and speak up.
Yeah, that's exactly what I'm gonna do.
Left alone I found her in her room as I walked in. "Aren't you joining us?" I asked,
"Ooh yah I am; I was just getting myself ready I guess,"
Awesome, we're all ready, even the reader is now ready.
Suddenly, I had the courage to say it as it is.
When I gave her my laugh that helps me fade,
So let's talk now as she agreed, uhh this is the best time of my life Expressing myself, how cool is that.
I looked straight into her light brown pupils, her face shining so bright,
That's when I realized her beauty from before as I thought to myself, yoohh, your beauty so bright, inward out, yet you're just yourself.
Confidently I was telling her all this, telling her how much I love her and want to know her personally.
I could hear her say yes, yes! The guy who had frozen the first time was now pouring out his heart. Wow!
"Elwin; I'm waiting, how long have you known me?"
She asked me, that's when I realized I was zoned out into my bubble, yeah where everything works out my way, in reality, I had frozen when I just had started off with admiring her.
Snap!!! How did this happen? Again I've failed to express myself,
What happened to the confident guy? The guy who'd always have a way around his words,
The guy that would always know how to convince you,
What happened to the man of many words?
What happened was...
He Failed to Express Himself.