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I don't want to talk about it.

I don't even know if I want to write about it right now.
It hurts so much.

I don't want to feel the pain anymore.
I'm so tired.
Tired of being the one who loves more.
Tired of breaking my own heart, only for you.
Tired of you not noticing me.

Why can't you see what I'm offering you.
I have everything you searched for your whole life.

People always say that I deserve better.
I fucking know that.
I don't want to hear it again,
because I only want you.
I've always wanted you.
It will always be you.

This game is not fair.
The ones who follow the rules always end up losing.

I want to cry, but no tears come out.
I want to talk, but no words come out.
I want to destroy everything in this room, but I have no strength anymore.

Only you can take me out of this dark whole.
Please save me.
Love me.
Nobody does.

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