I want you to see me,
but I'm also hiding.
I want to give you love,
but I'm afraid that it is not enough.
I'm afraid that my broken heart is not good enough for you.
Ironic,
because we broke it together
This fear leaves thousands of words unsaid.
The fear that I could lose you.
That I could lose us.
I don't have what we have with anyone else.
Yesterday I walked the streets in the cold night and suddenly felt your hand in mine.
I wish it was real.
I wish you were there and warmed me up in the cold night.
Why are you not here on a cold night again?
Why don't I have anyone to hold?
Now I'm just falling asleep, hoping that in my dreams you'll love me as much as I love you in real life.
Good night.
5:19 a.m.
YOU ARE READING
my poems
Puisiwritten by myself. based on true feelings. may be heartbreaking. for those who feel lonely. for those who are hurt. for those who loved. </3
