⚠ Warning ⚠
Tahimik na naghihintay si Jimin sa loob ng kaniyang kwarto, it's already late, pero umaasa siyang uuwi si Yoongi nitong gabi.
His eyes lit up when his phone rang, Yoongi's name was on the screen. He is calling.
Pinatagal saglit ni Jimin bago sinagot ang tawag. Hindi siya nagsasalita, ganun din sa kabilang linya.
Parehas silang naghihintay ng matapang na mauunang babasag sa katahimikan.
"I'm not coming home tonight," finally Yoongi spoke, "sleep and don't waste your time waiting for me."
Silence came in again. Sa pagkakataong ito ay nakangiti na si Jimin. Ikalawang beses na ang pagpapa-alam na iyon ni Yoongi sa kaniya ngayong araw.
"Goodnight," Yoongi whispered.
Pabulong lang iyon pero narinig ni Jimin, ngunit mabilis din na nawala ang kaniyang ngiti ng makarinig ng boses ng babae sa kabilang linya.
"Honey, aren't you going to sleep with—"
Bago pa man matapos ang sinasabi ng babae ay namatay na ang tawag.
Ang kaninang mga ngiti ay napalitan ng luha.
I thought we're fine now?
Jimin continue to cry, he's stupid that he thought they were fine. Which in fact, Yoongi will always be back to where he think his home was.
And that home wasn't Jimin.
Malamang kaya lamang ganun ang ikinilos ni Yoongi ngayon ay dahil naguilty ito, at nabasa nito ang nakasulat sa diary ni Jimin.
Nang maisip ito ni Jimin ay muli niyang kinuha ang diary at nagsulat rito.
Dear Whoever,
Am I too selfish to myself? I just marry someone and sent him away, though I love him and it hurts me like hell.
Was I stupid? A fool?
I'm hurting myself, i'm hurting myself.
Or was he the selfish? He marry me yet he loved someone else. He knows I'm hurting yet he acts like he's innocent.
I fucking give everything I have, yet I recieve nothing. All I want is attention. The kind of attention that will save me from this cruel world. The one who can make me feel important and wanted.
No one can give me that, not my family, not the maids, not Yoongi.., and not even myself.
Every living secretly hates me just because of what I am. Nobody wants to stay with me. All I have was myself, yet I know I don't like myself too.
Do I need to use what I have now? Do I need to be selfish around me? Do I need to tie Yoongi around so he could stay only with me? Do I need to.., go back to killing myself to find the attention I want?
Or should I need to kill myself since no one else care...
—Park fucking Ji Min
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