Lovers *St Berry*

Rockstar

"Everything's looking fine." The doctor said. "Have you decided what to do after the birth?"

"Not really." I said.

"Do you want me to set you up with unplanned pregnancy?"

"No we got it covered." Jesse said

"Do you want to know the sex?"

"Yes," he stuttered "yes."

"Well it's a baby girl." She said and then walked out.

"It's a girl." Jesse smiled

"I want to name her Fannie." I said.

"No Rachel we are not naming her after Funny Girl." Jesse said

"Well let's focus on the fact that since this is all getting real I think we need to tell shelby." Quinn said

"Shelby ruins everything." Jesse reminded her.

"Our relationship." I added.

"Usually I would agree, but she is your mom." Quinn told us.

"Why don't you have her number?" Jesse asked me.

"I deleted it after we broke up." The truth was I wanted to get close to my mom. I want to lay on her arms as she tells me it's gonna be okay. I knew I would never have that relationship with her. Maybe before Jesse but definitely not now.

"We have to tell her." We agreed. A million questions skills in my head. What if she doesn't support us? What if she doesn't like the idea of Jesse being apart of her family? I started crying "Rachel what's wrong?" Jesse asked me "What if Shelby doesn't support us raising the her.," I told him "but also my baby hormones." He couldn't help but grin at that last one.

We started kissing more and more, and more then we did more.

I walked to the mirror when we were getting ready to meet Shelby. My stomach was so big. I was nearing my second trimester Jesse saw what I was doing and wrapped his arms around my stomach. "Jesse I love you with all my heart," I told him "but if I wasn't pregnant would we still be together?" I knew the answer, no. Jesse just looked down at the floor and said nothing. "C'mon." I urged him

"Let me finish before you say anything," I nodded "I saw the way you looked at Finn, the same way I always wanted you to look at me. I know Finn was always jealous of me because I had you. But did I really have you? You only started dating me because you were mad at him. I was mad at you because you could never love me the way you loved him. I came back so you would forgive me. We wouldn't be together. You would be with Finn and I'd be wondering why he has your heart, something I knew I could never get," he was telling the truth. I could tell it was difficult for him to see me with Finn "I saw you being pregnant as an opportunity to show you how crazy I am for you. I care about you with all my heart. I love our baby too. She was just the reason we're together now. Not the reason we love each other." He stopped talking after that.

"If we don't go now we're gonna be late." It was my fault. I was too selfish I wanted Finn. All this time I thought it was Jesse's fault we broke up, but it was mine.

"Do you guys want me to come in when you tell Shelby?" Quinn asked us on the way to McKinley high. She makes us sit in the back whenever we ride in her car like we're two year olds. She a little overprotective of us even though Jesse's almost twenty now. "We're not babies anymore we can handle ourselves." Jesse defended us to Quinn. Now that I understood their beef it made it a thousand times more funny

"She wouldn't even hear us out of you came with us." I clarified

"You guys have fun. I'll be waiting out here of you need me call me." She said as we pulled up to the parking lot.

"Bye Quinn." I said giving her no attention. "Are you scared ?" Jesse asked me "What if my belly shows?" I responded "Your wearing a long coat you can barely see your feet." he said as he lifted our hands up. I started laughing. I'm in love with Jesse. What I never thought possible happened. I never thought I'd be sixteen and pregnant either. I believed I had my life planned completely. Jesse just came in and made what I thought to be perfect even better.

"Hey hunny!" Shelby said looking down at us holding hands.

"Hi Shelby." Jesse said

"What are you guys doing here?" She asked clearly trying not to look surprised that we were holding hands.

"We wanted to tell you were dating again." Jesse said.

"And I'm, I'm," I stuttered not being able to find the right words "Pregnant." I trailed off Jesse just stared at me. We were both waiting for Shelby to say something.

"Baby," she said walking over to me. She wrapped me and Jesse in a hug

"I'm so happy for you guys, but"

Jesse interrupted her "But Rachel and I are too young to raise a baby."

"Yes." She said

"Hold on.' I said running out with morning sickness.

"I know it's not exactly my place to judge, or ask you this because I'm just her biological mother, but what are you going to do with Rachel?"

"Last year during nationals time I wanted to start dating her again. To show her I've been changed for her."

"And Rachel still uses training bras."

"I think her below average breast size is cute."

"I don't doubt you love her and u know she loves you, but Jesse I was your coach for four years. I really don't think your ready for her."

"This prengancy caused Rachel to grow up alot."

"And I proud of her for that, but your not ready for this much commitment."

"Your underestimating Rachel and I as parents."