Believe in the Unexpected - FourTris

Chapter One

Hi guys so yes I know I'm doing a lot of FourTris stories but thats only cause I love them so much! So yea! I hope you like this one!

Tobias' POV

It's been 4 years since Tris Prior has died. The love of my life. The one person who loved me and I loved back. Her leaving me, snapped something in me. I'm no longer the man I used to be.

As if you could even call be a man at the age of 18. But even now that I'm 22 you still can't call me a man. A man wouldn't behave the way I do. Drinking my sorrows away every night. Sleeping with any girl I can find any night just so I won't have to think of her not being with me, and then my leaving in the morning because no matter what I do, no matter how drunk or out of it I am.

I will never get her out of my mind. And I won't ever be the same. How can I when she's gone? Even though our time together was so short, she made a gigantic impact on my life. Without her I'd still be Four, that first ranking initiate in his class who no one should screw with but also keeps to myself. The mystery. She uncovered my mystery though. She found out who I really was. And even though she did, she didnt treat me like some kicked puppy. She treated me like any other person, just that I'd gotten hurt didn't change a damn thing to her.

I guess thats one of the big reasons I fell for her. Even though things get tough or looked bad. She doesn't quit. She refuses that word, its not in her books. With everything she did, she was an almost perfect combonation of brave, selfless and intelligent.Her only fatal flaw was that.... She was TOO selfless. But I guess with being selfless there is no mimimum or max to it. When you're selfless you put everyone else before yourself. And thats exactly what she did.

Caleb told me that she never wanted to leave me. At first I thought that was a lie. If she did't want to leave me, then why would she? It was her choice to go in Caleb's place. I denied what she said. I always made up diffrent stories or theories as in why she would say that or what would of happened to make her go.

But it always came back to that one thing. She was selfless. I now understand that even though it was her choice to leave me and everyone behind, at the same time, it wasnt. It was her selfless side. A part of what made her Divergent. Genetically pure. That name suits her so well. Pure. It's what she was. And always will be.

I miss her so much. God, if I could only ask for one last thing, it would be for just one more touch. One more look. One more kiss. Not for the selfish reasons to being able to hold her but, for the actual reason that I love her. When you love someone you'd do anything to hold them one last time. Just one more time.

One more.