I've always hidden away
Behind the long sleeves
Behind my smile
Behind the make up
Beneath by chest.
I've told you everything.
My love,
My hate,
But I never told you about this.
I hide it behind all my masks
that only suffocate me.
I dig beneath my books
To pull out my memory.
The sharp razor
The blunt people
The pain pressing
The lust to hurt
I stare at the photo
of a young girl smiling
She loved life
She has so much ahead of her.
But now, here she is,
Broken to million pieces
Failing in everything
Never meeting the criteria others set for her.
She tries too hard
To meet their standards.
She tries to hard
To look like them.
But it doesn't work that way.
She was meant to be the failure.
She was made to be a disgrace.
She was meant to be the odd one out,
the one her 'friends' never knew.
She was young as White
Then silver stole her heart
Red seeped from her heart
Her vision only black
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