if i love you was a promise | b.e

ten

earth gang had been offstage for about ten minutes, meaning billie would be on in a matter of minutes. i had convinced my friends that i had impulsively bought a ticket outside the venue. they were both pissed, but we're happy for me. i told them i was getting the next flight back. billie and i had decided later on we were going to call them and explain everything.

i felt my phone buzz and opened it to see a snapchat notification from billie.

i smiled to myself and put it away, hoping no one saw. i missed her already.

my attention went to the stage when the lights went off and the speakers started to blast music.

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the lights came back on and a buzz of voices filled the venue. i could hear some people sobbing knowing the show was over, and it made me feel so lucky that billie wanted to see me right after the show out of everyone on this earth.

my stomach filled with butterflies thinking about what happened in the bathroom. no one had ever made me feel like that before, i had never wanted to satisfy someone like i did with her. something about the way she reacted, the way she was asking for more..

i snapped out of my daydream when someone bumped into me, spilling their water all down my shirt. my mouth hung open in shock and the girl said "oh my god, im so sorry!" but she really didn't look sorry, and moved on.

"don't worry about it." i replied, but she had already walked away, and i knew id be uncomfortable until we got back to the hotel.

my phone buzzed again, and i pulled it out of my damp pocket.

i smiled at her calling me baby, and typed in a reply before making my way to the side of the stage.