I screw my eyes shot as pain thunders through my skull. Though i just awoke i already wish i was back in dreamland. My head is killing me and I sigh as i straighten up in the bed.
I literally just sit there, head between my hands for many minutes. At one point I consider falling back into the bed but even the soft mattress seems miles away.
The memories come flooding through as they replay themselves before me. I can still faintly smell his scent in the bed sheets.
I can't handle this.