You did it so fast
You make it look so easy
The way you don't reply to my texts for hours
And the way you never ask me how I am anymore
Is it really so easy for you
Is it really as easy as it seems?
Because it looks you're fine while I'm fucking dying every day we don't talk
I'm dying because I want to reach out to you I want to touch you and if only I could I would hug you so tight and never let you go again
But you make it look so easy to not give a fuck. I know social distancing is a thing but if you cared anything as much as I do you wouldn't be able to care less about Corona. And I know you think I'm brain dead by saying something like this but dude I crave talking to you and I cry because I can't and I think I'm falling into depression because I want to do all these things that I finally have time for because of covid-19 but I fucking can't because no matter what I am doing I am always thinking of you and how you would react to what I'm doing if you were here and I can't unsee the way you looked at me when I was under you partially naked because holy fuck god knows I need you to look at me like that but you just totally refuse to see me at all
