No Regrets. Just Love. (Katy Perry Fan Fiction)

Chapter 41: They've arrived.

Katy's POV

"Why is that my real mother left me? Maybe she doesn't love me and that's why she gave me to someone else?"

Those words. That question. It starts spinning in my head now. She's. Thinking about that her real mother, considering me if I can told her that. She thought that I gave her away because I don't love her. This is totally hurting me. I was about to tell her but not this time.

'no, I didn't gave you away! Its your grandma did it! And I thought you were dead'.  That's what I was about to said to her just to clarify that I didn't gave her away.

I was still with her here at the couch. She was sleeping silently. I've never thought that she told me those things that kept on bothering her all the time. She trusted me even though we've just met a days before.

"I wish I could tell you now but I can't." I murmured as I stroke her cheek with my thumb.

I hear a car that stop in front of the house. Maybe it was Jenna. I slowly move Emmanuelle's head on my lap and slowly put it on the pillow and kneeled in front of the couch. I stare on her innocent face again and planted a soft kiss on her forehead.

I feel a little guilt inside as though the fact that I'm her mother but I can't tell her something and she trusted me on what she feels, telling me those makes my heart stops. She's in pain since she's eight and that was I worried about her most.

"Elle!!!" Jenna shouted at the hallway to the living room.

I quickly stands up and headed to her.

"Shhhh... She's sleeping at the couch!" I said in a whispery voice.

"Oh, sorry. Am I too loud?" She chuckled.

"no, not so." I said and smiled to her.

"She's asleep for about thirty minutes, I think." I added.

"Thank you Kate for watching her. I owe you that, also Shannon. " she said as she puts her hand on my shoulder.

"no problem Jenn." I said.

"Where's Shannon?" She asked.

"At the house. Angela was there also."

"Oh.. Let's grab some coffee. I'm thirsty. And it's too early to go to the airport and pick up Jonathan." she said as she grab my hand then walk to the kitchen.

Jenna makes the coffee for the both of us.

"Jenn.. Can I ask you a question about Emmanuelle." I said seriously in my voice.  She just nod at me, so it is a yes.

"Did you know that she's adopted?" I started. " she told me lately." I added.

Jenna choked on her coffee.

"oops..sorry." she said wiping her mouth. "Yeah, but I have no idea that she knew it already and it's weird she told you that." She said furrowing her brows.

"She's in hurt about that but she just kept it for a long time." I sip  my coffee to take a pause. "I want to talk to Jonathan about this. I want to tell him and for that I can tell Emmanuelle who am I to her." I said straightly knowing that Jenna knows it too.

"Tell her who you are to her? Wait...wait... I've never known this." She said and confused about what she heard from me.

"Jenn.. I'm her mother.!" I said straight to her face.

"What???!! Are you sure? I... Can't believe... I... I.. Don't understand. You're kidding me right, Kate??"  she said in shock looking at my serious face.