Alone |MattyBRaps|

Chapter 2

"So, you have three concerts this week. One on Friday, the next one is on Saturday and the final one on Sunday."

"Good."

"Then, you have a summer tour."

"Okay."

"You have to work on a new song too."

"Great."

"Matt, are you even listening to me?"

"Yeah, there's pizza in the fridge."

"MATT! I'M YOUR OLDER BROTHER! YOU MUST LISTEN TO ME!"

"Can I have a coffee?"

"Matt, will you listen to me?"

"Yeah, what's up?"

"You have a lot of stuff to do. You need to record a song and you have three concerts and a summer tour."

"Cool."

"Okay, what are you doing there?"

He looked at my phone. What I am doing is texting to my lawyer. He wanted to tell me something important.

Lawyer

The jury said that he disagrees with the fact you can't see your son. You are not dangerous for your son, Mister Morris!

Mister Black, how many times do I have to say this again? She doesn't want me to be near to my kid, okay? Blake is growing up without my figure because it's his mother's decision. The day we broke up, she called me rapist. Imagine how much hate this kid might have for me.

Mister Morris, that's not true! Her lawyer told me that he told her to stop doing this!

Leave her alone... Just do it. I will never be happy again, Mister Black! I lost my whole family! We were always together! She never loved me! She only wanted the kid. That's why she left. She got what she wanted!

Mister Morris, you must see your son! He has to know about you!

He hasn't! I'm not important anyway. He probably hates me...

No he doesn't! He asked his mother yesterday if she ever loved you.

Let me guess. She said no.

She didn't answer.

She just walked away.

I have the answer. She never loved me! If she did, she wouldn't divorce me!

I'm so sorry, Mister Morris!

It's okay. I can handle the pain. Anyway, I have to go.

"Matt?"

"Yes J-Josh?"

I looked at him with tears rolling down my face.

"I'm so sorry, brother!"

"Don't be sorry bro! That's my life now! I have to live like this..."

"Matt, you don't deserve it! Why don't you get yourself another girl?"

"If I do it, I will feel like I'm cheating on her!"

"But you guys aren't together anymore!"

"I... I still love her, Josh! I'm in love with her! Everytime I hear her name, my heart beats so fast! I get those butterflies in my stomach! I feel like the first time I fell in love with her! But she doesn't feel the same... She never felt the same..!"

I took a deep breath. My eyes were burning me. My heart broke. I was nothing to her! I was no one to her! An unknown person...

"Our vows didn't mean anything to her,  Josh! You know how much she meant to me! You know I couldn't live without her! She was my oxygen, you know it!"

"Yes Matt. She was your everything, I know it, but you have to move on! That is the best revenge!"

"I... I can't! I can't do it, okay?"

"Matt, you need to forget her!"

"I FUCKING CAN'T DO IT, JOSH! SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND, MY FIRST CRUSH, MY FIRST GIRLFRIEND, MY WIFE AND NOW THE MOTHER OF MY CHILD! I CAN'T JUST FORGET HER!"

"Calm down, Matt!"

"Just...leave me alone, Josh! I don't wanna talk about it!"

"I understand. Let's go to the studio now."

"Okay."

Poor Matt! I'm so sorry!